Hey;

I'm Greed| I'm greedy, obviously, I don't want just $100k a year, I want it all; I wanna at least $400k a year from online poker do or die; f*** wasting time, that's cancer, that's stagnation, that's getting old then dying like those regular people. That's what my parents used to do. F*** them, f*** that lifestyle, it's stupid it's stagnation it's degrading, I don't wanna do anything with that anymore.

Nah, no, not me. I'll get the money, I'll live in fancy cribs for the rest of my life and I'll have money to spend foreva', plus, infinite access to the best drugs, just to get high in order to get that daily ultimate (high) experience and let my mind drift

Of course, that's really lavish and it would be foolish to be like, uh, I'll make $1mil $2mil from poker and be set for life, no, that's not enough for the long term. However, that would be a good start and if I can move up stakes faster than anyone else that would give me good 'starting' confidence for whatever I want to do next.

However, moving up faster than anybody else is no easy task. I have to have iron discipline for that and it's quite hard from a starting being stuck with a terrible noob bankroll of just $666... after, well, having a fancy $11k bankroll on Stars and losing it all because of being an absolute idiot and losing my mind.

Not talking about $500 ZOOM or the highest level of spins yet, even getting back to $11k from a terrible-ass $666 bankroll is a challenge in itself.

Basically my strategy for now is trying to climb cash. Man, I hate cash, however, being a 'crusher' in $500 cash would provide enough monthly for me to basically achieve my goal so OK, I'm down with it. However, in case it doesn't go smoothly enough I leave my options open to climb spins instead.

P.s. yeah the tone is quite negative, but that's ok. I'll get more positive and "to-the-world" once I reach $20k or so and up my living-conditions. For now it's just a combo of reducing my living expenses (read: derelict-style, basically, to let my new baby bankroll grow and not take anything significant from it)

I'll probably grind $10nl cash till ~$1000 or so, just to get back in momentum of steadily growing the lowly bankroll instead of waiting till Sunday, registering Sunday Million and hoping to final table, after that I plan to move up $25nl, then $50, then $100, then $200, then $500. As simple as that, really, however if I find despising cash and being a noob in it, I might switch to spins and climb there $7->$15->$30->$60->$100->$500

I might eventually cut out a $1000 or so to restart gambling Sunday Million or other tourneys but only once my base bankroll will be at least 5x bigger than this 'gamble roll', due to the fact, if I bank the tourney, I can accelerate my growth by a lot

So much motivation mate

Hope u will crush it and have finally illimited access to all those drugs

do u have any volume goal in NL10 atm?

how much zoom table are u used to play at a same time?

glglglgl subbeddddd ftw!

Thank you thank you, you're far too kind!!!

I'm planning to start with ~120k a month volume. Since I need to do quite a lot of grind, maybe I could dabble with the idea of ~150k a month, but I'll have to get a feel if I can maintain enough focus for so high volume. My current goal at $10nl is $1250 BR. Once I reach it, I can comfortably take a shot at $25nl for 10 buyins. I 3 table mostly, 4 just feels a little too fast for me right now.

Yeah by 3tabling , 120kh/m look like a reachable volume.. If u play 24 days a month its kinda 5k hands a day.. 7h to 9h of daily grind by 3tabling i think

Seems pretty safe BRM goal. Why not making a mid jump in 16nlz? u will be faster in 25 if u jump in 16 at 800-900$ no?

Yeah 4 tabling is for accustomed guyz who already played tons of hands with high focusing i think. And 3 still too much when u are in the learning process imo

I missed too much spot by 3 tabling and sometimes lost focus.. I will 2 tabling until NL50

But when u are in a stake for a while and beat him deeply u can easily play 3 tables (imo again )

in for the future train wreck

Thanks for your input! Yeah, $16s is actually the next logical step, why not, however I'd be more keen to try them at bit higher br, maybe at $960 for 60-buyins.

Another sweet option for me would be to grind $7 spin & gos, I'd very likely make more $ there than in $10 or $16 cash, probably even more than in $25. Unless I can step up my cash game! Thus' becoming the rare kind, the micro grinder who actually has a high ZOOM winrate long-term.

Variance is so high there.. i dont have enough knowledge about spin&go for saying if u are right or not but im sure variance can be rude in those spin..

Yeah, you have to be prepared to lose several $100s in even the $7s. However I've done the maths and with just a $700 for spins to burn my risk of success would be high, maybe at like 85-90%, mostly because of good cEV expectations from my historical record in spins.

I kinda like spins because as opposed to ZOOM cash, once the opponents register, they have to play you, they have nowhere to run and you can just outplay and grind them down on a lot of occasions whereas in ZOOM they put in the money if they hit their whatever, mostly, or, if they get dealt a premium hand pre' (which is actually not good for me because then I have to hero fold and lose some money or not hero fold and lose a stack or so)

I'll maybe shoot for spins at ~$1700 br, with the $700 to burn.

Lets go gl sub