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08-23-2015 , 07:57 AM
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Originally Posted by BlazinAces


Beach life <3
Really pretty, nice, cool picture.
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08-23-2015 , 03:32 PM
Ty lapka!

Streaming on twitch at the moment
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08-23-2015 , 05:09 PM
Pretty sure I played horribly today online -_-

Will be on again tomorrow for the mad Monday on Bovada, gonna start streaming around 1pm.

If ya don't know @ Twitch.tv/blazinaces

On a positive note, although I lost I didn't get out of hand with my tilting Just a girl with her head in the clouds
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08-23-2015 , 10:38 PM
So my roommate brought our kittens home today, he can't find his now lol gotta love it yea
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08-23-2015 , 11:00 PM
Look behind the fridge
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08-23-2015 , 11:17 PM
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Originally Posted by LiveActionPro
Look behind the fridge
Mine was there, his is just MIA, obviously must be a kitty ninja
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08-24-2015 , 03:41 PM
Playing the 20k GTD Mad Monday on Bovada, wish me luck! Won't be streaming unless I make the money, then maybe
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08-24-2015 , 09:20 PM
08-24-2015 , 09:22 PM
Lol unfortunately although I played my best in events 1,2 &3 during mad Monday, I just couldn't fade anything Just a girl with her head in the clouds

Working off my tilt by abusing the anon chat on 2c/5c PLO 6 max
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08-25-2015 , 12:32 AM
Btw, we located the missing kitten, yet still don't know where it was hiding out #ghosting
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08-27-2015 , 09:25 AM
Today is 1 month Clean & Sober for me

Honestly, I have never had this feeling. Although it's not been easy, I've been given an opportunity to change my life for the better. I finally don't feel hopeless

Heading down the Florida coast to Tampa today so I can watch the baseball game against the Twins

Gonna be a great day <3
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08-27-2015 , 09:36 AM
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Originally Posted by BlazinAces
Today is 1 month Clean & Sober for me

Honestly, I have never had this feeling. Although it's not been easy, I've been given an opportunity to change my life for the better. I finally don't feel hopeless

Heading down the Florida coast to Tampa today so I can watch the baseball game against the Twins

Gonna be a great day <3
Congrats..keep it up!! This Saturday is one month gamble free for me. Different addictions yet a very similar recovery process.
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08-27-2015 , 09:38 AM
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Originally Posted by POCKET ROCKETS OOO
Congrats..keep it up!! This Saturday is one month gamble free for me. Different addictions yet a very similar recovery process.
Thank you! Congrats to you too! I wish you the best
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08-27-2015 , 09:47 AM
Congrats. Keeping poker recreational for now sounds like a good idea. Frustration from the grind can be a big trigger. I usually binge on some ****ty food within 24 hours of a tough session, and I only play once or twice a week.
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08-27-2015 , 09:58 AM
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Originally Posted by bobboufl11
Congrats. Keeping poker recreational for now sounds like a good idea. Frustration from the grind can be a big trigger. I usually binge on some ****ty food within 24 hours of a tough session, and I only play once or twice a week.
Thank you

I've found much more enjoyment out of only playing a couple days out of the week, and with my sessions being more for study vs survival it's a lot less stressful!

I've been finding other activities to occupy my day rather than being obsessed with the grind and perfecting my game, which unexpectedly has certainly changed the way I feel about my overall life Just a girl with her head in the clouds learning to find that sometimes too elusive balance
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08-27-2015 , 12:45 PM
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Originally Posted by BlazinAces
Today is 1 month Clean & Sober for me

Honestly, I have never had this feeling. Although it's not been easy, I've been given an opportunity to change my life for the better. I finally don't feel hopeless

Heading down the Florida coast to Tampa today so I can watch the baseball game against the Twins

Gonna be a great day <3
Fantastic. One month is impressive. Congrats!
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08-27-2015 , 01:02 PM
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Originally Posted by vookenmeister
Fantastic. One month is impressive. Congrats!
Tyty
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08-27-2015 , 01:51 PM
Congrats!!
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08-27-2015 , 01:53 PM
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Congrats!!
<3
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08-28-2015 , 06:06 AM
What's your sn on acr
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08-28-2015 , 02:39 PM
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Originally Posted by Connissuer
What's your sn on acr
BlazinAAces
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08-28-2015 , 05:00 PM
So the trip to Tampa to watch the Rays play the Twins was a success!

Drove through Crystal River on the way down and stopped at a few places to do some Antiquing lol Wound up finding this Turtle <3



I had another one that I gifted to a friend for inspiration during their recovery, so it was a surprise to be able to find another one with a different, yet still motivational message!

When we got to the stadium to buy the tickets, there was a family giving away 2 tickets for free



The seats had cushions and were in the press box, so the they were pretty bomb!



Came back from being down 4-2 and win the game 5-4!



Although there weren't a lot of people in the stadium, the was no lack of enthusiasm

I also got to pet and feed the Stingrays!



Absolutely had a great day

Get to grab that 30 day chip for my sobriety today, and after meeting with my support group gonna play a small $20 tournament with a few of my sober friends.

The most memorable part of yesterday was something that a woman shared during the morning meeting that I went to, she said "Great things happen to drunks that don't drink." For me, that couldn't be more true.

As hard as this has been at times, I wouldn't want to give up my sobriety for anything.

One other thing that I have heard and actually come to understand is "The first thing you put before your recovery, will be the second thing you lose" so I've been putting my recovery before all else, with no regrets.

Also, last weekend I listened to that interview I did with poker fraud alert, and I see myself in a much different light now than I had then. I honestly believe that if it were not for this thread, and those who have reached out to me because of it, I would never have been able to look at how far I've come now and believe in the opportunity I have. Never have I been able to see how delusional I was, how broken and hopeless I had become. I have never had to face it, and with this I can.

With this, I finally I have hope that I can keep my head out of the clouds. Thank you all for everything. <3
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08-28-2015 , 05:48 PM
I have been following this thread from the beginning. It had disaster written all over it. Very glad it had taken a dramatic turn for the better. Best of luck in your recovery.
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08-28-2015 , 05:54 PM
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Originally Posted by Pokerdogg
I have been following this thread from the beginning. It had disaster written all over it. Very glad it had taken a dramatic turn for the better. Best of luck in your recovery.
it certainly did, thank you
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08-29-2015 , 12:01 AM
WOW Wtg! Congratulations! Great Accomplishment.
One thing you are not is Lazy.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VFqPMzFV5fM
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