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Originally Posted by feel wrath
you don't care about what people think soooooo much that........
you've spent all day trying to prove to a bunch of strangers, that the man whose hair you stroked when you shared his bed doesn't always tell the truth
nh champ
proof?
I woke up at 6. did some meditating.
called marc and he picked me up
I explained the realizations he came to
marc also doesnt trust me so we had to waste time proving to him that what chad said was wrong and that there isnt a bus that goes straight to pittsburgh
so he took me to amtrak and that **** was a no go to
so at like 945 he dropped me off at BWI and I bought a ticket to go see Nick
I was supposed to be unbanned at 1100 but because the mods here are ****ing awful and banned me for some insane reason, I had to ****ing text APD and ask him for his help in getting me unbanned
I literally sat there and pressed refresh as I spoke with new 11bs and gave them army tips
I left to go upstairs and wait to board around 12, and I was the last one on the plane because I was posting on 2p2 using my phone for internet
this plane goes to cleveland and I meditate on the way there
I realize a few new things and I believe I wrote them down
once i got to cleveland I busted open the new laptop (happy birthday me) and I attempted to sync it with my iphone
but that **** decided to fail so I used the cleveland wifi
for whatever reason that **** failed
because I was being impatient and rushing, as I likely am now (coward) I didnt notice that my posts werent going through on my laptop
but the posts on my phone were going through
then ****ing christine calls me all worried and ****
these converstations are ****ing ******ed
honestly, you people need to go read
christine: blah blah blah worried
dane: do you trust me?
christine: yes
dane: ok then dont worry it will be fine
christine: but etc etc etc
dane: obv you dont trust me. just wait and see, it will be fine
christine: etc etc
it was christines phone call, combined with some crazy, no wait, ALL of these crazy accusations, as well as my personal anxiety and I felt my calmness being robbed by a storm of fear
that was not fun and required a bit of time to overcome
I get off the plane in pittsburgh and my ride is late
at this point I call one of my oldest two plus two friends and try to help him only to realize that I was talking to a door that happened to have a face on it
then I called Pure Aggression
his convo was a bit more concise
do you trust me?
yes
ok lets talk about everything that chad did to **** us over
so I had to go over and argue with carl about a few key points but eventually he relented and we made plans to hangout in LV or possible the bay
As I was on the phone, nick called me and poof
he picked me up
so PLEASE, show me where I
spent all day trying to prove to a bunch of strangers, that the man whose hair you stroked when you shared his bed doesn't always tell the truth
also are you ****ing ******ed
seriously