seriously chickened out and took the draw - (the second tme - turned down the first time on move 37) - the potential of those rolling passed pawns and minor piece coordination spooked me out too much - I even had TIME left to figure it out - it just looked too easy for a player of my level to screw up - and now it's so EASY with an analysis board - ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHH --- MASSIVE ADVANTAGE - FAIL

[[Event "Team 45 45 League T44"]
[Site "Internet Chess Club"]
[Date "2010.03.07"]
[Round "5"]
[White "lnielsen"]
[Black "whiskeytown"]
[Result "1/2-1/2"]
[ECO "B09"]
[WhiteElo "1776"]
[BlackElo "1400"]
[PlyCount "79"]
[EventDate "2010.??.??"]

1. e4 d6 2. d4 Nf6 3. Nc3 g6 4. f4 Bg7 5. Nf3 O-O 6. Bd3 Na6 7. a3 c5 8. d5 Bg4
{0:50:10 - A common attacking plan in the Austrian is for white to 0-0 -
Qe1-h4 with the knight moving to g5 - Nigel Davies recommended (probably not
in this exact line but close) - trading off that knight if possible - so
that's what I did FYI - the Pirc is my main defense against 1. e4 - so in
one sense, I'm in pretty familiar territory - it's just I usually see the
classical instead of the Austrian, which suggests the c5 advance instead of c6
- (and Na6 believe it or not)} 9. O-O Nc7 10. h3 Bxf3 11. Qxf3 Qd7 12. f5 a6
13. g4 b5 {for lack of a better plan I'm seizing queenside space} 14. g5 Nh5
15. Be2 Be5 {thought for a long time on this move - I never came up with a
coherant strategy for attack here - more just putting my pieces on the best
squares and seeing where he would try to bust thru at - this seemed like a
killer square and would give Nh5 a retreat square if he tried to trade the
bishop for it and hose my pawn structure in front of the king} 16. Bd2 c4 {I
thought Ng3 trading off a knight for light bishop is a terrible idea since
that bishop is so bad - this move is supposed to limiit it a bit more - (his
c3 knight sucks too) - on the other hand both of my knights are very limited
and I'm seriously cramped for space} 17. Be3 Qc8 18. Rad1 Qb7 {kind of waiting
moves - not wanting to do anything else to damage my position - was having
doubts about the c4 pawn advance which will come to fruition shortly} 19. Bd4
Bxd4+ 20. Rxd4 Ng7 {time to find a home for my knights - no idea where} 21. f6
exf6 22. gxf6 Qb6 {this is pretty important move - I move the knight without a
plan and it's Q eventually over to h6 and mate - this locks the queen to the
defense of the rook/king for the time being and keeps her off the H file} 23.
Qf2 Nge8 24. Nd1 a5 {to facilitate Na6 up to c5 or maybe b8 - e7 - e5 - that
e5 square really taunted my but the space constraints kept me out of it
without some serious knight hopping which in this position I might have pulled
off} 25. c3 Na6 26. Ne3 Nc5 27. Ng4 $2 {looked like a blunder - should be able
to take the rook here or else trade queens and diffuse his defense of the f
pawn} Nb3 28. h4 Nxd4 29. cxd4 Rc8 30. h5 c3 31. bxc3 Rxc3 {no idea what he
would do here - but thought it time to start activating some counterplay} 32.
Nh6+ Kh8 33. hxg6 fxg6 34. f7 Ng7 35. e5 dxe5 {I saw dxe5 - Qe8 with threats
of Qg5 and Qxd5 renewing the threat vs f7 - started to like my position here -
tempted to steal the a pawn but let it slide - downsides - can't trade
queens after dxde or else I'm looking at three connected passed pawns and I
didn't think I could hold that} 36. dxe5 Qd8 37. Ng4 {opponenet makes first
draw offer - I'm at about 30 minutes - decline and take the pawn} Qxd5 38. Bf3
Qc5 39. Qxc5 Rxc5 40. Rd1 {2nd draw offer - hit my head vs wall and decided to
take it - I saw Ne6 was good - but then Bd5 - and didn't see Rd8 was a good
idea - obviously taking f7 pawn out of question - just didn't see the endgame
continuation - should have spend about 10 min on it before taking the draw I
suppose - sorta flaked on the idea as well that wiht Ne6 the king has a better
shot on g7 - also concerned about him playing Nf6 and getting a fork somewhere
- I chickened out and fell for the oldest trick in the book - taking a draw
from a superior player with an inferior position - ah well} 1/2-1/2