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04-22-2011 , 06:30 AM
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I really can’t find words that are strong enough to express how much you mean to me and how much I thank you for all the things you’ve shown me through the years, the many things you’ve done for me and all the times that you were there. I just wanted to let you know how much I need you, and how much you mean to me. You're my dearest friend, the person I always turn to with my heart and soul. You're always there for me, ready to offer an ear to listen, a shoulder to cry on, a hand to hold or a heart to feel and that means the world to me. I'll be there beside you through both the good times and the bad times. I'll be your light and warmth when the road gets rough. I’ll encourage you when you hesitate. I've met a lot of people, but no one like you. I knew from the start that there was something special about you. You touched my life and wouldn't let go...

You brought unimaginable joy and warmth to my life. You've made me feel like a better person, able to take on the world. I think we were destined to become friends, and I'm grateful for whatever brought us together. A true friend is someone who listens, someone who supports, and someone who is always there. A true friend is you. You are so special to me and you cannot be replaced. You are always willing to help no matter what the situation holds. You always supported me and have helped me through the tough times. I hope one day you can lean on me as much as I've leaned on you. Your friendship helps me realize how lucky I am. I've been given many blessings. Seeing your smile every day, holding your hand, sharing my life with you and feeling you close to me each evening. I knew right away that heaven's rays shined upon me the first time you held me and kissed me. And I knew that I'd be a fool if I let you get away.


Yes, I count my blessings, but none are more precious to me than the blessing of sharing my world with you. And I thank God for bringing you into my life. I'm here for you. During day or night, during rain or snow, I'll help you any way I can. All you have to do is say the word, and I'll be there to lend a hand. I don't know if many people in this world would understand, but to have a friend like you is like finding a silver heart in a bag of sand. You are the only who I can tell my soul to, who can relate to me like no other, who I can laugh with to no extents, who can help me with all the problems I have to face of my life. Never have you turned your back on me, let me down or told me I wasn’t good enough. You crack me up with laughter and touch my heart with your kindness. I don’t think you know what that means to me. You have gone through so much pain and you still have time for me. I love you more than words can say and I will no matter what hapens and nothing can ever change that


I look up to you because you are strong and caring and beautiful. I hope you know that I will always be there to listen to you, laugh with you, cry with you and help you in all the ways I possibly can. Through tears and smiles, laughter and heartache, you've been a part of my life. I can't imagine getting through a single day without hearing your voice or seeing your smile. I look forward to the time we share, and I never want to live a day without you. Your thoughtfulness is greatly appreciated and you always put others first. I hope you know you have impacted so many peoples lives and I would not be the person I am today without you. In times of trouble and in times of thanks you stood by my side and held me up. You supported me when I was in tears and even when I was happy. I’ve never needed anyone so much in my whole entire life as much as I need you now. You mean so much to me and you are a very caring and thoughtful person.

Nobody will ever find another person more special than you are. I would fall apart if we ever said goodbye or if anything ever happens to our friendship. Everyday it just grows stronger and stronger. You are worth more than real gold, you are worth more than a real diamond and you are worth more than true love. I could never imagine life without you because life without you is like the stars without the sky. It would not be worth living if I never met you. You play a major part in my life, you are the most important part of my life and you are the closest thing to my heart. I treasure your soul like no other. You will always hold a special place in my heart where only you can touch. I hope you know how much I need you there. These arms for you are open so you can hug me close to your heart. You’ve come to my rescue and I turn to you as a place to rest my heart.
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Originally Posted by EvanWilliams
hi lcc

your happiness is (some intellgent-sounding word that i don't know and feel like using the thesaurus to find)
What a nice thing to say, sir!

What gives? Have you watched anything cool on TV, heard a good story from a friend, or achieved something lately?
04-22-2011 , 06:33 AM
the worst part about being a depressed alcoholic loner, is that when you are drunk and sad, people are even more adverse to speaking to you than normal
04-22-2011 , 06:35 AM
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Originally Posted by lowercasecaps
What gives? Have you watched anything cool on TV, heard a good story from a friend, or achieved something lately?
define achieve
04-22-2011 , 06:36 AM
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Originally Posted by EvanWilliams
the worst part about being a depressed alcoholic loner, is that when you are drunk and sad, people are even more adverse to speaking to you than normal
With such insight I don't understand why you'd be depressed? You got the world figured out -- now abuse it!
04-22-2011 , 06:37 AM
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Originally Posted by EvanWilliams
define achieve
To accomplish something, attain a pre defined goal.
04-22-2011 , 06:39 AM
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Originally Posted by EvanWilliams
like all cats are shes and all dogs are hes, wtf, so childish

(i honestly thought this for a while)
haha no not why i call her a she but i do that with cats tho

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Originally Posted by EvanWilliams
is it against muslim law to touch the sexual organ of a bunny?
no clue but prolly yea!
04-22-2011 , 06:40 AM
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Originally Posted by lowercasecaps
You got the world figured out -- now abuse it!
exactly.

but it seems like any sort of abuse has a negative karmic return

why i feel the need to abuse things for personal pleasure is why i don't believe that i have it actually figured out, though
04-22-2011 , 06:48 AM
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Originally Posted by EvanWilliams
exactly.

but it seems like any sort of abuse has a negative karmic return

why i feel the need to abuse things for personal pleasure is why i don't believe that i have it actually figured out, though
You're presenting the notion that the world is a terrible place and nothing good is ever going to happen to you as a fact.

With some effort I am sure a great guy like you can think of something positive that has happened the last couple of weeks, and better yet; of something positive and good that will happen this weekend and the week after that.

Effort breeds success -- depression breeds depression.
04-22-2011 , 06:50 AM
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Originally Posted by EvanWilliams
lcc, you once posted a totp that had a telemark skier dropping in, and i quoted it and responded with some disparaging remark about how tele-skiing is dumb

I AM SORRY
Don't be, sir -- you have nothing to be sorry about, friend.

It is dumb. Everything is dumb. We're a bunch of morans running around a planet Earth doing dumb things. But what's gonna stop us from having fun when we're at it?
04-22-2011 , 06:55 AM
And misunderstand me correctly; things doesn't always have to be fun. There's nothing wrong with feeling sad, depressed, mad, jealous, disappointed, embarrassed, grief, hatred, awe, sorrow, regret, pride, shame, or lust.

It's a healthy sign, it means you're alive. With no sorrow there would be no happiness, with no hate there would be no love.
04-22-2011 , 06:57 AM
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Originally Posted by lowercasecaps
You're presenting the notion that the world is a terrible place and nothing good is ever going to happen to you as a fact.
no no no no...i have had plenty of beautiful things happen in my life, i just am questioning why i am suddenly sad for no apparent reason, oh wait, i know what it is prob, but i still feel so sad aorn, and i am even making fun of it, but it isn't helping me feel better
04-22-2011 , 07:00 AM
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Originally Posted by lowercasecaps
There's nothing wrong with feeling sad
thank you, sometimes i forget this, becuase it feels so awful, and no one will tell me this
04-22-2011 , 07:18 AM
losing is such a negative experience

i wish i could #SHEEN
04-22-2011 , 07:19 AM
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Originally Posted by EvanWilliams
no no no no...i have had plenty of beautiful things happen in my life, i just am questioning why i am suddenly sad for no apparent reason, oh wait, i know what it is prob, but i still feel so sad aorn, and i am even making fun of it, but it isn't helping me feel better
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Originally Posted by EvanWilliams
no no no no...i have had plenty of beautiful things happen in my life, i just am questioning why i am suddenly sad for no apparent reason, oh wait, i know what it is prob, but i still feel so sad aorn, and i am even making fun of it, but it isn't helping me feel better
It's a terrible feeling, innit? I'll tell you what I do.

I've been around for some time, and experienced terrible things which has made be sad and depressed. When **** happens and you get those feelings (I'm talking depression sad, not puppy sad) for the third, fourth or tenth time you're able to identify them for what they are. Just like you have.

My thought process goes like this.

Feelings: You're terribly sad, you feel depressed and alone.
Me: Kool story bro.
Feelings: I'll just stay around for a while and make your life a pain in the ass.
Me: I know, we've met before.
Feelings: I'll make it just as painful as last time.
Me: Tell me about it. I don't care. The world wont change regardless of what I feel. I'll try to have a good time regardless.

And after a while, days, weeks, or even months, that terrible feeling has disappeared and nothing has ever changed in the world.
04-22-2011 , 07:20 AM
****ing hilarious **** on QuadJacks aorn
04-22-2011 , 07:22 AM
lcc is crushing this thread.
04-22-2011 , 07:25 AM
oh man this Scottish dude was so ****ing funny
04-22-2011 , 07:26 AM
Someone give me an idea for what to do for my 8k post
04-22-2011 , 07:28 AM
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Originally Posted by EvanWilliams
losing is such a negative experience

i wish i could #SHEEN
Go for it! What's stopping you?

Have you tried working out? Not saying that it will fix things, but it will prolly help a little. (releases testosterone and endorphin and all that). You don't have to be as extreme as me, just go for a jog or do a few pushups or whatever.

About #SHEENing things away. In 2009 I did a 1550 mile walk, over 78 days, with very little human interaction. All I had was myself and my mind. You'd be amazed how negative your thought process can get. I've never in my life been so close to going bonkers, and it was all self made.

You start by putting these ideas into your head about your friends not liking you, you girlfriend ****ing your best friend, your mom and dad hating you, you not being good enough for anything, and so on. It's just sickening. And there's no one there to say; hey! Thats not true.

It's sounds like a terrible cliché, but thinking happy thoughts is a good thing. Just make sure that they have some root in reality.

Trough work I've had a few chats with Rune Gjeldnes. He also thought that the hardest thing about being alone over time is the obsessions you get about the world being a terrible place and you not good enough. He too thought that "thinking happy thoughts sounds stupid, but when there's noone there to support you they are your best and only friend".
04-22-2011 , 07:30 AM
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Originally Posted by The Brickie
lcc is crushing this thread.
We're all crushing this thread. This place is the cruchers' place!

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Originally Posted by LirvA
oh man this Scottish dude was so ****ing funny
Who?
04-22-2011 , 07:34 AM
some ****ing Scottish guy on the QuadJacks web cast


no idea who he is but he was ****ing funny as ****
04-22-2011 , 07:35 AM
Billy Connolly?
04-22-2011 , 07:35 AM
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Originally Posted by LirvA
some ****ing Scottish guy on the QuadJacks web cast


no idea who he is but he was ****ing funny as ****
Good times
04-22-2011 , 07:36 AM
I must bed
04-22-2011 , 07:40 AM
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Originally Posted by LirvA
I must bed
Bed away!

      
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