See now when i got my how to look after a baby guide all i got was a tv show on if i should or should not kick the baby. It told me you should only kick the baby if its Canadian

weren't you crying earlier too evan? damn onions

what would bogan taste like if you ate the bogan shrimp?

semen

ewww gross

beer and kebabs ldo

4 panda

thank you aiott

radiohead is beautifully calming

For phil0p, I would have done whatever
And I just can't believe, we ain't together
And I wanna play it cool, But I'm losin' you
I'll buy you anything, I'll buy you any ring
And im in pieces, Baby fix me
And just shake me til' you wake me from this bad dream

i am such stupid spaz

i make my life hard subconciously on purpose for no good reason beyond accelerating my aging

lol...i like to go fast

seriously, though...on the ski hill i have the opportunity to feel like i am risking my life

i like that

A LOT

evan you dont even reply to my pm's Shows me for caring

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gWDgT...eature=related

you should read some textbooks..keeps the mind young

std

i'm sorry, bog

it was a nice pm and i did appreciate it

i am just a little unaware in general, and didn't think you expected or needed a response

Oh of course i didnt need a response but i expected at least a cool story bro You must be drinking less you seem to be all over the shop lol Welcome to the world of getting clean 1 failed attempt at a time sir

pretty dam obv bro but its cool, i took a good 6 months before even being able to work out what i was trying to say. I read back on how i was 2 and a half years ago and im very thankful i got myself right. Its not easy and you will face battles constantly and temptations hmmm fuuu Mr Charlie Sheen but in the end you work out if you are happy being the person you are or not. If you are you keep going down the same path if not you do what you gotta do to fix it.

Or you get a girl preg and get forced to make the right move

well, at this point i am only sure that i want to live

how to go about it and just being ok with being semi-bored on a day to day time frame is what i struggle with

what is your daily routine evan

information exchange is weird

lol...no routine

check ski report maybe motivate myself to go up and ski

work at either 5pm or 10pm and then drink myself to sleep while unnecessarily feeling the weight of the world

Dare i suggest going into detox or living with someone so you can detox? Or did you find it ok on your own? I had to get looked after by my dad and some mates after i got out of rehab to stop me from going to get off my face.

Bordem is hard so is the fact all your mates are doing it so its like well cant even call em can i. Ive completely changed who is in my life and who i spend time with. I dont go to set parts of the city and i wont go to the night clubs i use to. I dont go see my family that are still involved in it often and when i do i try to make sure i dont go alone. Its probably why i troll the interwebs tbh give me back my drugs and my old friends and id never be bored.

make a routine. even if it's watching oprah at 9am, pooping at 10 and hitting the gym at 11.