I took yesterday off to watch football and was back at the felt today. I had a pretty good session, but the end sorta pissed me off even though it shouldn't, I'll discuss later. Started off pretty hot, stacking a shortstack's J9 with AA on a 9 high board. He had a flushdraw also but I held up. Then I hit a set of K's on a K72 board and got a full stack from 77.
After those hands I lost some back in a few pretty standard cbet spots that didn't work out. Still trying to figure these spots out and I still feel lost sometimes but I think I'm getting there. Then I lost some with QQ to squid. I raised to 20, he 3-bet to 65, I 4-bet to 170 and he shipped for 600. I folded and he would later tell me he had KK.
I built my stack back up a bit but again hit a cold run that dwindled it right back down. In what was going to be my last orbit I won a decent pot and was at my highest point since the initial surge. I was planning to leave when the big blind got to me but then, I guess just out of habit, when the blind got to me I put it in. I sat there looking at the red chip I had thrown in thinking, oh, I was gonna leave. I almost took it out before getting dealt cards and left but just decided to play another round.
In this last round I of course got into a tricky spot. I raised A
Q
to 25 after a limper and got 3 callers. The flop came Q
T
9
. It checked to me and I bet 75, getting one call from a passive semi-reg. The turn came the Q
, my opponent checked and I bet 125. He looks at me and asks how much I have behind. I spread out my bills and he finally calls. The river came the 6
. He now bet out 200 and I tanked. The flush got there, and when he wanted to know how much I had behind it really seemed like he was on the draw and wanted to see if he had the correct implied odds to call, since he didn't have the right price from the pot. I ended up making what I believe is the correct fold. I just don't see him check calling twice and suddenly donking out on the river with worse. Along with a couple other smaller pots, I lost about $300 in that last orbit and was pretty disgusted. I know I shouldn't be because I wasn't dead tired or anything and in the long run that last orbit is going to be profitable. And even though that last hand was tricky, I don't think I made any mistakes, it just didn't work out. I actually avoided shelling up and playing extremely weak-tight pre flop as I sometimes do when its my last orbit. So logically I shouldn't be mad at all. But I still am even though I know its irrational. I wasn't even going to post tonight but I decided to just in hope that writing this down would make me feel better and stop being results oriented. Hopefully I don't sound too much like a whiny little *****.
Thanks for reading.