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1-2 NL with some wild ass Persian dudes, guy with the fur collar actually managed to get drunker than me and more obnoxious which was kind of a relief.
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Being on a binge in A.C during the winter months is depressing enough, but since I like to take things to the extreme I holed up in the infamous Fox Hill Manor across from the Tropicana a place I had vowed never to return to. It made the place I was staying at in Jacksonville look posh, things got so bad instead of taking the Jitney or a cab to good games at Borgata I would just roll out of bed and stumble over to Tropicana to play with 4 or 5 old man coffees at 11am or 12 and start the day over getting completely wasted.
Thanks to a close friend in Philadelphia I was able to spare myself any more self destruction and proceeded directly to a treatment facility in Lancaster PA called Retreat. Thanks to health insurance it was like a 30 day vacation all for only $1800 out of pocket, and something I probably needed despite my pride. While in rehab I got word from the wife that she wants a divorce, reinjured my surgically repaired ACL playing sports, and generally hated went through a wide range of emotions.
I got reeducated on all things recovery, made some friends, crafted a chess set and board, and racked up 30 days of clean time.
Chess set is made out of modeling clay, paint is acrylic. Board/Box is cardboard painted with acrylic.
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So I was in amish country for Christmas & New Years at a rehab when I could have been cycling or sailing in the tropics
It was worth it, Mexico will always be there. If and when I get another opportunity to cycle it then this alcoholic will be more stable and secure in his recovery, otherwise it's just too big a risk and too much for my family and remaining friends to take.
On Jan 3rd I got discharged from Retreat and have been staying in a halfway house located in Germantown PA. Germantown is awesome, founded in 1681 it has some very well preserved architecture, fascinating historical sights and riding a bicycle on Germantown Ave is about as dangerous as anything I've encountered!
There are cobblestones on either side of the street, old steel trolley tracks embedded in both lanes, and parked cars on either side. Add in some aggressive city drivers and the result is me looking for alternative ways to get around without riding it!
Here are a few pics from the area.
One of these guys didn't like me taking his picture, I politely told him that it was for a photography class.
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The Schuylkill River trail (west).
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Neighborhood Bike Works in University City, it's a community bike shop located in the basement of a church. Looking to get involved volunteering there.
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The recovery house is a good place for me, I'm accountable to my housemates for staying sober, have regular company, and can go through a trying experience with people doing the same thing. I'm at around 9 weeks of continuous sobriety which is the longest stretch of my adult life, this is huge. When I set out on this trip alcoholism had rendered me unemployable, dissolved my marriage, and left me in a very fragile emotional and mental state. I didn't reach my geographical goal but thats ok, I had an amazing experience and am in a better place now in part because of it.
It was a pleasure sharing it with you and fully intend to do another cycle trip at some point in the future, but for the next few months-year I will focus on staying sober.
One thing to close out, there was guy who came to stay here about 2 weeks into my stay who had been addicted to heroin and had recently left a treatment center. It seems he could not stay off heroin despite being here as a result of their policy he was asked to leave for 48 hours minimum to clear out his system. Unfortunately for this person it was all too much for him and he ended his own life by getting in front of a SEPTA train at the Broad and Tasker Station yesterday. Today his sister and mother came to pick up the rest of his belongings. Addiction has brought me to a mindset of entertaining thoughts of suicide, I don't ever want to go back to that place, now I'm willing to do the work, take advice, and put my health first because life is great and there are lot's of fun places to go and things to do yet many of which won't be possible for me as a drunk
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