I think your main problem is that you have this idea that you need to put on a huge show like a fulltime twitch pro for days on end to gain any traction. I don't think cjayride started out doing 5h streams every day.
I think a better person to take some inspiration from is "hiding in my room" on YouTube.
He is a half asian dude that worked the ****tiest **** jobs in the UK, lived with his parents and went to Japan half a dozen times working ****ty jobs on a working holiday visa or doing not much at all and now his main claim for fame is marrying some used up Japanese divorcee, which gets guys from equally ****ty backgrounds excited that this is actually possible to marry a japanese girl while being a loser by mainstream definition.
All he posted are whiney vids of him being bullied and rants about Japan and whenever he goes live on YouTube or Twitch he gets hundreds of viewers and donations instantly and usually only does 1-2h streams getting $50 to $100 in donations.
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC_y...ge6nNA0z-ScrBQ
Now the Philippines isn't going to attract Japan fanboy viewership but there are still people out there interested in white dude living in the Philippines content.
Post on
https://www.reddit.com/r/Philippines/ which has 140k readers, ask for input on YouTube content, produce said content, bam instant viewership of locals and oversea Filipinos.
Go live whenever you feel like it and post those streams, bam you got more youtube content. Nobody re-watches ultra long streams anyway.
Gl, hopefully you find some more motivation doing at least small bits of content. Just starting is the hardest part...