Sorry I didn't directly quote the prior posts so it might not have been clear -- those were meal prepped meals that M produced when she actually cared about losing weight.
Re: Half Way To Happiness
I meant epoxy. I've watched a few videos and it seems the biggest mistake is not getting a heat gun to get the bubbles out. I hope they turn out well.
I really need to get refocused on my calories, every single day. I need to start my spreadsheet up again as that kept me focused. Weighed 233lbs this morning. The short term goal is to not gain any weight on my new meds.
I've been having 2packs of oatmeal for breakfast, lean cusines for lunch and McDonald's/Sonic for dinner.
I'll be moving a little bit each day next week and be in the new house next weekend so I need to stay focused and not grab fast food everyday.
Oh man it hurt handing over all my money yesterday.....the guy hasn't given me the keys yet and won't be out of the house for a few days so it kinda took away from that moment of signing the papers and going to the house.
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Re: Third time's the charm
The biggest hurdles I have to overcome mentally are not bipolar swings either. It's abandonment and rejection issues that are hardwired in my brain. Aiden closed my log around July last year when I was at 201lbs, this July I was at 262lbs. That affected my mental state for a while and caused other problems in addition to things going downhill at work.
I need support and encouragement.
