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Well, I just had my first road race. It was a short one - 25 miles, 4 loops around a 6.2 mile closed track. I almost skipped it - it was raining and about 50 degrees. I knew it was forecast to rain but I showed up anyway and told myself if it was raining I'd skip it. At the time the race started it had been raining but just stopped. I decided to start the race and bail if it was really sketchy, or if it started raining hard.
Fortunately, I'd pre-rode the course the week before, so I was pretty familiar with it, I'd done 8 or 9 loops last week. I was confident that there were no obstacles, no cracks, no crap in the road and nothing to really worry about. Which is good because in a race you can't see anything but the asses in front of you.
It *did* start raining, midway into the 2nd lap. Things were going fine and people were slowing for turns so I decided it was OK and I'd stick it out.
Right at the start of every lap was a hairpin turn, less than 90 degrees and you approach it down a hill. On the 3rd approach, I slowed down too much and the group gapped me. I tried to make it up on the hilly portion of course but couldn't do it, so I dropped off the back and did the rest by myself.
You almost never see people who get dropped before you (because they're behind you) but I think possibly I finished last (except for the people who didn't finish, of which I know there were a few)
At the finish I got caught by the race behind me (which started 5 minutes after mine) which was mildly embarassing. I let them pass me instead of joining them, because joining them seemed sort of... gauche?
Anyway, so I don't feel tired or worn out at all, it wasn't too hard, but I feel like a ****ing idiot for getting dropped like that. I'd rather have finished with the pack and still come in dead last, than to have it happen like this. Oh well.