M,


And is going camping with next weekend iirc!

Don't forget when you were broken up after last weekend!

My bad, misread your wall of text. "i dunno" must not mean anything.

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Guess thats not mold on the carpet!

The fact that Code still went for the weekend after the bull**** from this week has me finally getting off his bandwagon.


Christ man, how much is too much?

So, just to get the facts straight, this is what has happened:

In December, you and code are broken up, you have sex with facecupper / strangulation guy / hippie acid dude. You use a condom.

At some point, you get back together with code. Code is in your house and doesn't see a condom wrapper under your bed.

Last week, you and code are broken up again, with a death threat on code and his family. At this point you hang out with facecupper, alone, in your house, for a couple hours.

This weekend, you and code are back together again. He is at your house and finds a used condom wrapper under your bed.

Yes?

He's the one who doesn't want to admit he doesn't want to be with you?

The facts are that I had sex in December with someone other than code3, and not since then.

Retelling a story with "I told him" is an obvious red flag for lying

MLYLT,

So all four of those things are factually correct I take it?

And I thought she was talking about hardware when she said she lost a screw in the carpet.

That's what she told you.

HFS maybe this is the final straw.

I doubt it.

Just another chapter.

Ahh you were threatening to shoot him in his face while you were still an item! My mistake.

Mly, how often do you clean under your bed?

Every November.

+1

Ok, it's time to get back on topic and leave all the relationship stuff in my head untill I get to a therapist and vent to about it instead of posting here.

I understand that code3 is upset. I know the pain I was feeling last year when he betrayed me. If I was in his shoes, I would be hysterical and I know it would take time for me to calm down and come to my senses. That's what I'm going to do, give him his space and put my focus back on losing weight.

Today is day one of getting back on track with weight loss. I plan to go to the gym on Tuesday, Wednesday and Friday of this week. I will prep lunches tonight and I have a healthy choice meal for today. I'm feeling sick this morning, so I will grab a yogurt for breakfast when my stomach settles.

I sense happiness at code's reaction. Such an unhealthy relationship between two supposed adults.

I also want to try to quit smoking again and this time for myself. Tomorrow is my quit date. I want to get rid of all the toxins in my body and feel good again and run again.

I don't feel happiness. I don't feel anything, I feel like I did absolutely nothing wrong. I didn't cheat on him, but a part of me is okay with him thinking I did because he can finally see what he did to me last year and realize the hurt he put me through. When he met with that hooker, he said all kinds of things to make me feel bad and like it was my fault or something. He wanted me to not only feel the pain from him cheating , but also feel bad about being upset with it. First he tried to blame me by saying he just got a hand job and I made him think that was okay to do, so it was my fault he went and did it. When I tried to express to him that I was hurt , he responded "That's how low you think of me, you want to think of me as a cheater".

I can empathize with how he feels, so I'll just give him his space to process everything.

Guess not.

From your own description it sounds like he broke up with you and never wants to see you again. What makes you think you're the one "giving him space"? You're so delusional about what this "relationship" is.