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Originally Posted by El Diablo
M,
Wait, were you doing so great, or was he almost never putting any effort in to come to you, never making you a priority, never standing up for you with his family, never supporting you and being understanding, hurting your daughter emotionally yet again, and putting all the burden of trying to see each other all on you?
Because that's what you've been posting about for the past couple of days re: how this relationship has been. It's hard to reconcile all that posting with you now saying the relationship was doing great.
He was putting the burden of seeing each other on me. I feel confident that he would have gotten a car when he had the means to do so though. No he didn't tell his family that we were still together and never planned on bringing me around them again, but that didn't bother me because I really never liked being around them in the first place.
There were positive changes with him though. When we would go play poker, he started being really considerate of me and what i wanted to do. In the past, I would express I was ready to leave and he would get all mad and say "you came here with ME! I came to make money" instead of viewing it as something we were doing together and he wouldn't be able to do it at all without me taking him. Like the other weekend, he let me play the women's tournament on a Sunday and waited around all day for me.
There wasn't much improvement in the affection area, but some. He generally keeps his hands at his side when I hug him or he will just pay me on the back, but when he was here last weekend, he actually reached out and put his hand on my leg and touched me.....I was so excited and thinking "yes, progress!"
The other weekend, he bought me some food and meals for when I came to the apartment too like he was happy I was coming and being considerate of me.
Just small changes, but they were actually changes. He was considerate of me, sacrificed a little of his time for me, and showed me some unsolicited affection for the first time.