I'm really low on calories today. After breakfast this morning I just didn't want anything to eat.
I have been manic high this week. Last night I slept from 10:00pm-1:00am, was wide awake till 4:30am and slept till 6:30. Monday was only 3.5hrs of sleep, and Tues and Wed were about 3hrs at a time and then waking up for a while each night.
I've been so hyper focused at work as well. This sucks because when I eventually come down, it will seem like I'm slacking off.
Oh, I also presented the agenda, report, data, etc for a week long conference I'm leading in a couple of weeks (which my bosses boss ask me to lead)today to the plant manager, engineering manager, and her boss. Everyone was impressed and excitement and good jobs all round for another project and idea thats going to save the company a **** ton of money. What does my ***** ass boss do, congratulate me, say "good job"? No! She comes to my office to tell me how I'm unapproachable and how people are complaining to her.
She came to my office and said she had 4 people complain to her the last two weeks that I am unapproachable. I'm just starting to not believe this **** anymore.
Two of the people are the same people that ***** about her and whom I get along with very well and work with and communicate well with all day everyday in my plant completely separate from where she offices. It's just not believable that these people that ***** about her would make the trip up to complain about me not being approachable when they talk to me every single day throughout the day. She now wants me to spend a full hour everyday going to different people and talking to them interpersonally about their lives. The ***** doesn't realize that maybe some people want to be left alone and don't want people prying into their personal lives and I could spend that hour doing actual work. And, she wants me to work a few hours on night shift on Thursdays and Saturdays when I don't have my daughter. The ***** questioned me over and over when about when my daughter goes to her dad, not because she is interested in my life, but so she could tell me to work when I don't have her. I told her that I go to Dallas and OK on the weekends when I don't have my daughter to play poker. Her response, "That will have to change" I told her that Thursdays is when I do my shopping, cleaning, laundry. Her response, "Come in an hour later on Thursday and get all that done in the morning before you come". Like what in the ****? I already go in a few hours a month on night shift to train people and have meetings, and I have to bring my daughter with me.
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