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Originally Posted by MeLoveYouLongTime
Thank you wildebeest.
I'm purchasing a scale after i move into my new place this weekend, but I won't be buying out of the bet. Nothing gets me more motivated than competition!
I'm working on the drama in my life. Just a couple of months ago I was suicidal and hospitalized. In February I went to a hotel with the intent on slitting my wrist and sat in a bathtub contemplating it for a couple of days. I have since gotten on medicine and the suicidal thoughts are gone. I'm still dealing with the depression, but I think that is getting better with time and will be much better once I'm away from my ex boyfriend, around family, and working again.
Thank you and everyone else for y'all's support. Im determined to be healthier both mentally and physically. I want to turn my life around so bad.
Good luck on everything MLYTL....
I can't comment on depression as I have no idea what that even feels like...
On the food thing though I think you recognise that what you have been doing isn't optimum to achieving your goals.
Likewise I think you know that too, and you need to own up to it.
On the competition side...If it keeps you motivated great. My fear is that it's a bit of a side show.
Regardless I'll still be rooting for you!