Yeah, I had a nice deficit going at the end of the night and I washed it away with a bunch of beers and bar food. And you're right, I totally could have locked it down, but I didn't. And it wasn't too hard or anything, I just said "**** it" and didn't do it. I'm not blaming anyone other than myself which is how I live my life.
What's a TDEE...my steps numbers are going to fall drastically after Thursday, I can't wait. There are going to be some binge days, but they'll be more alcohol than anything else probably. More reason to stay on top of things now, but just because I have more reason doesn't mean I will. I really need to do more cooking but I have the most craptastic electric range and it's awful, I should do some oven work....ugh, I just suck so much I should just eat a bullet and be done with it.
Nope, I drank and ate earlier then passed out for 5 hours or so...then ate a too large amount of food again even though I wasn't that hungry. Big fat fail all around. Next couple days will be heavy in booze and cals too I expect