The point of my log is to get back into logging calories...good or bad and make changes again to get back I'm to losing.g weight and stop gaining.

Also, get out of my log Renton

Renton is right. If it becomes another chain of you making dumb choices over and over again in face of actual good advice it'll be locked up again. Seeking to get better at logging (as ambiguous as that is) is a condition of this staying open.

Your stated goal in the OP was "I will just try to be under 1800 calories a day and establish good eating+exercise habits." So far, so not very good.

It's not easy to take advice. Be patient. And advice are raining in, you can't follow them all.

I think she's trying.

Right now it's other posters who are talking BS, not MLYLT.

What Cit said.
I don't want anyone calling me an attention whore or insuating that's what I'm doing by having a log. I'm trying to get back into the groove and refocused on weightloss.....just trying to get back into the mindset and get propelled again.

There has been a lot of changes going on with work, health, new school schedule and daycare this past month. I'm just trying to get adjusted to a new routine.

Examples of changes:
-I have to be at the new daycare by 5:30 instead of 6
-The bus is running 30mins earlier
-I have meetings going over into lunch at work 2 days a week now, so only 30min lunches those days
-I'm a lot busier at work
-I was away from home for 9 days straight

A positive change is that I getting up earlier, fixing my daughters hair every morning and we are spending more time together in the mornings.
I'm still only sleeping about 5hrs a night, but I did good with a couple of 7hr nights this week. If I can start sleeping at night I will feel like getting a little exercise in in the mornings.
Im also taking my daughter to the park and walking after school. Only about once a week now, but no reason to not increase that now that the weather is cooling off.

With having more work to do at my location, I'm also going to request not to travel for a while and see if my boss will take over a lot of it.

I've also been busy working on my PE application. I'll be spending a lot of down time working on that the next week and then a lot of the studying for the exam for a couple of months. The mornings will now be the best at getting exercise in.

Maybe a better response is doing some self reflection on why so many posters think that?

I think it's based on old stuff. This thread has a different dynamic.

It's called giving a new chance.

Giving a new chance is fine. Pretending that the past isn’t even a relevant data point is just naive.

End of discussion

So me just having a log is attention whoring...just being here. **** you.

I think Aidan already apologized for his error. See the edit line in post #113. And cit also corrected him. That's enough this time around imo.

Now let's see if he or Montecore closes thread because of what you just said. Aidan kind of provoked you to though… a mod should be a bit more objective. Is he waiting for a reason to say: "I was right"?

If this thread is closed now I'm out too. I can take only so much ****, even when it concerns others than me.

Is edit was not an apology.
It read like he was a sucker because he let me have a log.
Beimg dogged on constantly is not helpful or good for my mental health. I've got toouch going on right now to be adding anything else negative.

Can a poster ban a moderator from posting* in his/her log? Asking for a friend.



*I realize that posting is different from moderating. Obviously the logger can't stop a moderator from moderating a log. But it seems a mod could fulfill a lot of his moderation responsibilities without actually posting in the log. Or at least he could limit his posts to only those essential to moderation (i.e., couldn't easily and effectively be achieved by other means like PM).

As a practical matter, AB doesn't post and it would be pretty stupid for anyone to ban Monte or Aidan. Moreover, I'm sure Monte and Aidan would attempt to respect the spirit of such a request anyway, even if not strictly required by the rules (whatever those may be). So, it's really just a hypothetical question.

MLYLT, to make sure I checked all your posts itt. They are perfectly ok. If the provokers stay out, it'll be fine.

Glad I got in this before the sledgehammer comes. Will report to Mat etc. This is the time for white knighting.

**** me indeed.

Partly that, partly it was admitting that trying to get you to self-reflect was doomed to failure, partly regretting even sticking my head in and posting about bad choices at Macca's. So **** me all around.

Playande, your posting is bad and you should feel bad.

Melkerson, to all intensive porpoises, I am the OP of this thread.

i also believe you are a 4-star mod, Aidan!

Tuma + Aidan =

I recognize that screen name.

Good to know. I assume that means that Rapini and Renton aren't banned from the thread.

Were you scared away, MLYLT?

I've been busy doing a bunch of diagnostic testing and I also need to step away from 2+2 or anyone when I'm feeling weird or agressive. It helps to kinda step away from everything, calm my mind, and analyze what I'm feeling and try to refocus my mind.

Anyway, had my MRI tonight. There was no huge round tumor that o thought might be there lol. There was however a lot of white around one side of my cerebellum and the left side was clearly mishapen compared to the right. There were also some small round white spots everywhere. I of course don't know what any of this means and hopefully will figure something out this week when the radiologist and my doctor review it.

They give you a disk if you request it, then the results are reviewed and sent to your doctor the next day.
Anyone can look at a picture and see that one side doesn't mirror the other and then compare it to a normal picture where the mirrored image is identical.

It's pressty clear that the left side is a different shape and surrounded by white and the right side is normal with no white around it.