Hmmm...thanks, I'll check that out.
I think I'm going to tell him to forget about it and just keep looking for jobs. Gonna really take my time and be selective so I don't jump into another bad situation to get out of one.
Anyway, I got some new heels for this weekend to go with my "sexy" Halloween costume.
My legs are looking like they did in my early 20s!
I have a lot of insecurities around dressing up for Halloween. Code3 and I have been going to a rave type party for the last few years where a lot of the women are just body painted and everyone else is in sexy costumes. Im always the only fat chick there and was treated that way too. Had a guy cut right in front of me (physically pushed his way in front of me shoving me back with his body) in the drink line with two women that were with him when code3 left me to go to the bathroom last year. I have gotten a lot of "what are you doing here" disgust looks, and just the typical bad treatment of fat women.
Other than that we generally have a lot of fun and I'm really excited to actually be able to fit into a normal costume this year. I still feel insecure and overweight though as the costume is size large and really tight, and I know I'll still be bigger than everyone else.
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