Thanks
I spent a while doing nonstandard deadlifts. For over a year, I only DLed in squat shoes. The deficit helped me get a better back position and hamstring activation. And then I tried snatch grip and found a wider grip also helped (not snatch grip, just wider). I tried flat footed normal grip width here and there and it just felt awful and for some reason was much weaker. But recently I tried it again and all of the squat shoe wide grip stuff must have helped me correct something, because now flat footed/normal grip feels strong af.
In other words, fakeb continues fakeb-ing