Time for a weird coonfession
I didn't want to write this publicly but I've realized that many of the H&F'ers are misunderstanding my unusual motivation.
Let me start with a seemingly irrelevant question.
Setting health considerations aside, is it more pleasant for you to fondle a muscular girl or a skinnyfat one?
Well, I for one prefer soft skin.
And it's much easier for me to caress myself than to be tough and have to recruit someone else to serve as my pillow at hard times. Dealing with anyone other than myself is difficult because people have complex inner worlds. I'm never going to be abandoned by myself. I'm never going to misunderstand myself dramatically. And I'm guaranteed to die at the same time as myself so I'm never going to have to mourn myself.
So as long as my skin is elastic enough, I'd rather be plump at least a bit, and I'd rather maintain a rack to put a bra on in the privacy of my apartment and be easy on my own eye, taking the notion of the love for myself on a whole new level.
To clarify, I don't want to be in any intimate relationships with males. I don't even appreciate them aesthetically.
I don't mind my genitalia as they are, and I'm against unnecessary surgical intervention anyway.
I'm aware that frailty reduces the life quality at the old age but it can be dealt with when the time comes. For now, safe in the knowledge that there's not much immediate diabetic risk after I've turned from obese to just skinnyfat, I'll let myself enjoy the short remainder of my youth to the fullest
Last edited by coon74; 06-11-2017 at 12:21 PM.