leg extensions 4x12-47kg (single leg alternating)
hack squat 4x10-120kg
deadlift 3x8-140kg
hip thrust machine 2x20-130kg
ez bar skullcrusher 3x15-40kg ss with
ez bar close grip press 3x20-40kg

👍

bad sleep last night and sleepwalked through my early am gym

wide grip pull downs 3x12-70kg
neutral grip pull downs 3x13-70
chest supported isometric close grip row 3x10-140kg
chins 8,9,8
preacher curl 3x10-45kg

so I did the pull downs on a new cable machine where the handle on the bar has two holes and connects to two cables rather than one. and there's definitely a better feel - you feel both sides of the lats working equally.

chins, pull ups and curls are a problem right now as I have sharp pain in both elbows. I haven't included them in my posting but twice a week I've been greasing the groove...doing 3-4 pull ups in between sets 12-15 times per session as 'training' to prep my body for what I hoped was a heavy pull up block and an attempt at the elusive 20 dead hang lifetime PR. I've never done more than 18 but I think it's possible to get to 20 at the weight I'm at now. But any increased volume of them seems to get elbow tendonitis flaring up. Maybe I should just retire my pr at 18?

Incline DB Bench 3x10-30kg
Isometric Bench Press 3x10-80kg pause
DB Flyes 3x13-20kg
seated DB Press 3x12-22.5kg
lat raise machine 1xdrop set approx 35 reps

need a break from everything and at least one rest day. am going through the motions everywhere right now. I honestly reckon I only got an hour's work done yesterday

marriage separation one is coming along. house sold, financial agreement mainly done and have found a nice place to rent via a personal contact that means it's a lot below market rate. so all good in that regard and am also doing pretty well on the dating scene tbh. I reckon possibly I've been driven by adrenalin most of the year and now that I am through a lot of the dramas, perhaps the adrenalin is wearing off and it's catching up with me.

IDK, maybe I just need to eat more and rest more

Single Leg alternating

Leg extensions 3x12-47kg
Leg Press 3x8 -130kg
Then
Hip thrust 3x14-170kg
Skill crusher 3x12-42.5kg ss with
Close grip press 3x20-42.5

all fairly meh. Lots of ocean swimming today too after the standard traumatic exit late on day 1 of a. 2.5k mtt yesterday. AA ever super tilting watching other people achieve God mode

quick hungover lunchtime session before I head in for more mtt heartache

wide grip pull downs 3x14-70
isometric chest supported close grip row 3x11-140kg
chins 3x8 ss with
back extensions 3x10-15
preacher curl 3x10-45kg ss with
hammer curl 3x8-15kg

I wish you the best with the personal situation issues you mentioned.

thanks Rich. It's been a real grind this year but progress has been made. I'm very lucky that I haven't doubted the need for the separation for a second. Going through all the **** I've been through and feeling heart broken/resentful about the split would have been exponentially more difficult. As a PSA to anyone reading who has friends going through it...regular check ins/invitations to catch up are really well received - I've got a different POV on a few of my good friends from how they have acted towards me this year.

If I can just lock in a few more things over the next week or two, I'm hopeful that a clean start can be made in Jan

brutal sleep last night - no idea why. And as a result, not peak performance at the gym this morning albeit...I still got there

DB Bench 10,8,8,8-32.5kg
DB Incline 4x13-25kg
seated DB Press 3x13-22.5kg

all ok, but the minimum was done. had a swim in the ocean afterwards and will go back down again later

all single leg alternating

leg extensions 4x12-52.5kg
leg curl 3x10-20kg (first time doing this since issue a few weeks back and no dramas)
glute extension 3x11-72.5kg
leg press 3x9-120kg

then
tricep push downs 3x12-35kg ss with tricep extensions 3x12-24kg
dips 20,16

couldn't train this am and barely ate all day so unsurprisingly, training was a little lacklustre tonight

neutral grip pull downs 3x12-72.5kg
seated close grip cable rows 3x13-72.5
barbell shrugs 3x12-120kg
barbell curl 3x13-35kg

isometric bench press machine 3x11-80 paused reps
incline db bench 3x11-27.5kg
flye machine 3x14-52kg
barbell press 5x9-40kg
cable lat raise 3x11

had a very long lunch yesterday (went til 10) but actually got a decent sleep and didn't feel too shady this am. So did a light session this morning

single leg alternating

leg extensions 3x12-49kg
leg curl 3x11-20kg. had to cut short the final set as my left hamstring was starting to cramp again
deadlift 4x7-130kg
tricep extensions 3x11-42.5kg ss with
close grip tricep press 3x22-42.5kg

another big drink tonight so tomorrow will be my rest day

3 consecutive days boozing was good for the soul but not for the body. Heroically got to the gym this morning

wide grip pull downs 3x12-70kg
neutral grip medium width pull downs 3x13-72
seated close grip row 3x13-70kg
barbell shrug 3x20-100kg
preacher curl 3x11-42.5kg ss with
hammer curl 3x9-15kg db

next weekend is supposed to be a boys trip to the cricket in Adelaide but I think I'm going to pull the pin. Just don't want to do that to my body again as well as do a load of chems and it'll end up being a 2k weekend. just need to work out how to extricate myself from it

cripplingly bad sleep last night - up since 2.50. so much stuff going on in my mind still - transferring a large amount of money from UK to Aus, finalising divorce settlement, working through cash splits etc. then a huge amount of admin still ie....who gets what furniture...trying to sell stuff we don't need/want to take with us, liaising with the new buyer. seems endless. compound that with a simply terrible recruitment market right now.

cancelled my trip next week and very relieved to do so - don't feel like the excess and don't need to waste the $$

DB Bench 4x11-30kg
seated isometric press machine 3x11-80kg
incline flyes 3x13-20kg
seated DB Press 4x11-22.5kg

all fine

500m row warm up
one legged leg press 4x8-120kg
hack squat 4x9-120kg
deadlift 3x7-120kg
dips 22,18,20

slept well last night with the aid of a sleeping pill but have been groggy all day.