Excellent thread. Thanks adsman!
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Originally Posted by Oki-Oki
I would love to hear from people in similar situation, because I know I am not alone in these feelings. It just feels that the root of my problem lies in the fact that money has overtaken my priorities. Mainly because that is how score is kept within poker and to win you have to get the monies. Now every hour I spend away from poker feels like I am really loosing out. Wow that is depressing to write.
I just feels that I really want some adventure, travel and change but that money has made me soft and uninteresting.
I think I can relate. I only just turned 21 and likely make less money than you do from poker. That said, I still have a significantly higher (and increasing) hourly rate than I am likely to make in a long time at any corporate job even though I am studying at one of if not the best university in Finland.
Basically I'm skeptical about the long-term future of online poker, so the phrase: "strike when he iron is hot" comes to mind. Not getting in lots of hours of play now, when I'm making even this much per hour would seem like a massive waste of money if and when the option is no longer there. Sadly, this conflicts quite a bit with "seizing the moment" -type ideas: clearly I'm living the best years of my life, and thus not experiencing tons of stuff would be a waste of precious youth.
Cliff notes: studying, getting in lots of hours of poker, spending time with the girlfriend and getting some sleep every now and then doesn't leave much time for "seizing the moment" and experiencing tons of cool stuff.
I don't mean to whine, though, as I think this is a positive problem of having the choice of many good ways to allocate my time. Someone might even see this post as a thinly veiled brag.