At FunkyJ's request, I am posting an exchange we just had in the chat thread regarding the various ways in which i have been running good and bad in my last 120k hands:
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Originally Posted by funkyj
Yeah, I'm just having fun with "OMG RIGGED" meme.
In your 120k BE stretch, are you running way below EV? If yes, does this account for the BE stretch totally? If not, are you playing worse or are your opponents that much better? How much of your poor results would you attribute to types of (negative) variance that do not show up as -EV (e.g. all manner of coolers)?
This is a super interesting set of questions, and I think the answers are pretty interesting, too.
During most of the 120k hands in which I have run break even, I have been above all in EV for big stretches of it. BUT, what has clearly been going on is that I have been getting set up with an unusually high frequency, and sucking out some. Just as a for instance, I had one 2000 hand session in which I got dealt KK14 times--in 7 of them it folded around preflop, and in the other 7 I got all in preflop against AA all 7 times. It was bizarre.
At the moment, and for the last 30k hands, I have been exactly at all in EV.
I have been running bad in the following ways:
I have gotten set over setted twice as often as I have set over setted someone.
I'm seeing a lot of monotone flops when I flop a set.
I'm hitting the flop with AK about 1 time in 5.
I'm flopping top pair when I 3 bet an ace high hand 3% of the time.
In the 120k hands, when I have a straight and get all in on the flop v. a set, i have a 0% W$SD. When i get a set in against a straight, I have a 0% W$SD.
Total 11 losses with sets to a straight all in before river and 3 losses with straights to sets that boated after we got all in).
Here is the worst of it, though, because it is the most dangerous thing to have happen to me: I have started (within 500 hands) 21 of the last 29 sessions stuck at least 2.5 buy ins. This plays to my weakness of getting desperate to get unstuck, and I usually go through a period where I make a few bad plays trying to win some hands. Interestingly, I usually get unstuck; I have won 13 of the 19 sessions where I started out stuck a couple buy-ins. Those are the sessions in which I regain control of myself.
You can't run bad for this long (since early December) and not have it affect your game.
The major leak that has crept into my game is that I am making a huge number of stupid river calls in spots where I am obviously coolered/sucked out on. My river call efficiency has plummeted from a long-term average of 1.9 to 1.16 in the 120k hand sample. I have posted about this emotional play before; it is "jesus christ, they can't have sucked out again," when, of course, that is exactly what happened. It has been the major leak in my game since I started playing.
The vast majority of the dip is just emotional play--tilt.
Another leak that has crept into my game is that my c-bet stat in 3 bet pots has come down dramatically. I am passing on obvious spots because I am playing emotionally and reacting to the fact that I missed the flop AGAIN, rather than saying, "yeah, OK, I have A5 but this K high flop is a good board to c-bet.
The last leak that has crept into my game is that I am making "desperation" bluffs. I'll get sucked out on a few times, get a little tilty, and then make a stupid bluff the only justification for which is "god, i don't want t take another hit on my red line." This leak is especially pronounced from the blinds in hands where I wanted to improve and didn't, and I donk the river.
All in all, I'd say that I should have been winning a bit more than I have. When I said that I was ~break even in the last 120k hands, I was rounding down. I've been winning at about .3ptbb/100. I probably should have been winning at about 1.3ptbb. That's a rough guess, but I suspect it's pretty close.
The only thing I am proud of about the last 120k hands is that between sessions, I have been really clear-eyed about my results. I KNOW I am playing emotionally, and each session I tell myself to not do it, and at the beginning of sessions, I do a good job. But then I get stuck a few stacks, and I start to lose it and make desperation plays trying to get even.