I think I need to simplify things a little and just work on macro - like, shoot for big bio force at 10 mins and push out, don't worry about tech labs/reactors, don't worry about upgrades, just focus on making SCVs, and maybe set some kind of goal for myself like 5 games in a row with 48 SCVs at 10 minutes and I can add a gas/upgrade/something like that. When I just build a ****ton of barracks it's a lot easier to focus on macro, but when I add in trying to hit a factory by 7 minutes/put up 2 gas while building my second CC/reactor the factory and switch the starport onto it when it finishes/etc etc it's just too much to focus on at once.