I think your posts are indicative of what's happening. You are way overthinking it/worrying about it. You shouldn't even know your record of last 31 games. You are probably anxious nervous because of it, getting into an endless cycle of thinking I have to win this game every time, or being ahead early and then just mentally having a block because you can't bear to lose whilst ahead, or whilst knowing exactly what's coming etc etc. Are you watching every replay of losses?
You think this guy cares about his MMR?
Meanwhile the guy second in my league is playing hardcore the last 3 days trying to take over me at the top of dat Bronze league. Problem for him he keeps losing like 5 straight every time he gets close. Its the newb version of Karak from the EU servers I think
. I have over 800 points at the minute, I should be promoted for next season right? I am already playing silvers and winning at least 50% vs them, even beat a gold recently.