So here's my story:
I started playing poker in April and decided I would try Fergunson's 0-10k challenge. In late April, I finally won a freeroll and started playing $2 sit-n-gos until I got my bankroll to about $30. Then, I read Sklansky's Small Stakes Hold'em and started crushing the 5NL. Moved up to the 10NL and played even better there. Slowed down a bit on 25NL, but after 2 months my bankroll was over $500. Eventually, I was performing at about the 2.5 BB/100 at 25NL and 50NL and on Aug 1st I was at a healthy $1400.
Then, two things happened. First, I became a fan of Poker After Dark and High Stakes Poker on Hulu and would watch episodes while I played and started reading NL Hold'em Theory and Practice . You can imagine that with this growing supplemental income, I might want to immerse myself in poker to maximize profits. Next, my father got sick (he's doing better thankfully).
These two factors, along with a 2 week streak of soul-crushing beats, have combined to terrorize my bankroll. $1400 dollars 2 weeks ago has become $390. I have stopped playing 50NL and feel demoralized.
Basically, my question is what do you guys think I should do to improve? The way I have made money in the past is by playing "nit" poker on 4 tables at a time. I feel like part of the reason I started playing worse, aside from being stressed and emotional, was that I would stay in hands I wouldn't before, trying to play like the pros on TV and thinking about implied odds. Also, I have problems bet-sizing top pair, especially on the turn and river. Does anyone recommend any book or articles on this forum that you have found effective at these stakes?
I'm just kind of shell-shocked that I lost 1k in 2 weeks after it took me 3 months to build that. Any help would be greatly appreciated.
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Update: I posted this a few days ago and was told to post it here.
My bankroll is now under $200!!!! It feels like I haven't won a nice pot in days. After beating the 50NL I am back on the 10NL tables and know that this is going to take months to rebuild. I'm crushed.
Here's a picture of the chaos:
HELP