I think there should be a name for this. A poker seizure. When my brain just goes haywire for some reason.
I'm at my tables playing my game. Nothing too exciting. Managed to stack a shortie when I flopped a boat, but nothing big. I'm just applying pressure and waiting for someone to make a mistake. No big score, but I think I'm close to maximizing the value out of my hands.
Then this happens.
Full Tilt Poker $0.05/$0.10 No Limit Hold'em - 7 players
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Hero (CO): $28.37
BTN: $10.00
SB: $14.88
BB: $29.67
UTG: $21.75
UTG+1: $23.12 This guy is like 30/4
MP: $21.81
Pre Flop: ($0.15) Hero is CO with 9
5
1 fold,
UTG+1 raises to $0.50,
1 fold, Hero calls $0.50,
3 folds
When he comes out betting, I call with this hand. Why would I call this hand against what is likely a monster? I feel that if I can flop 2pair or trips, I have a decent shot at his stack.
Flop: ($1.15) 7
K
6
(2 players)
UTG+1 bets $1.50, Hero calls $1.50
This is when my brain starts going nuts. I don't know why I don't fold. I've got a gutshot and nothing else. I think part of me feels that if I hit, I still can get at his stack.
Turn: ($4.15) 4
(2 players)
UTG+1 bets $4,
Hero raises to $26.37 all in, UTG+1 calls $17.12 all in
And this is when I really lose it. I've got the OESD, but the board has 3 to a flush, so there's a good chance that 2 of my outs are no good. My FE can't be all that hot either since he's got a monster. Dunno. This was just stupid.
River: ($46.39) 6
(2 players - 2 are all in)
Final Pot: $46.39
Hero shows 9
5
(a pair of Sixes)
UTG+1 shows A
A
(two pair, Aces and Sixes)
UTG+1 wins $44.39
(Rake: $2.00)
*sigh*
Not a brag, not a beat, just major variance in my brain. I wasn't steaming. I wasn't losing patience. I dunno.
Maybe this can serve as a warning. Don't lose your focus.