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Originally Posted by Equus asinus
Hey Jos. It's definitely a two steps forward, one step back type of thing. I've made pretty good progress with my mindset, but every once in a while, the frustration still creeps in. Like last night, I just had a terrible sesh and felt a lot of negative emotion. Think I kept the terribad spew monkey at bay, but still made some pretty questionable plays. There area always going to be terrible days, but focus on making those baby steps.
TR after working with Kurt is mandatory lol. He's been pokering a long time and I'm sure he can help you.
Frustration is my demon ... its a gradual build up in a session which gets to the point that one more missed draw or finally hitting a draw and being beaten tends to put a nail in the coffin of that session ..
This month has been a good example of where things go wrong for me ..
I started the month with the intention of putting in a lot of hands ...
For the first 5k hands ..nothing happened and i stewed a bit .. then i hit a session straight from heaven .. i think i won something like 6 buy ins and then it was a gradual grind upto around 5-6bb/100 hands after 14k hands or so ..
Then yesterday ... i had a horror show .. i walked into everything ... actually laid down QQ twice and JJ three times preflop .. and the ones that went to showdown .. i was beat ..
I got rivered by god knows how many flushes and walked into flop straights when i hit 2 pair etc ..
This is nothing new ... this happens to everyone ... but it threw me off my consistent month ..
I quit for the day .. but after only one poor day on FR i went to 6 max and duly lost over 2 buy ins in 50 hands ... both coolers ..
and that was that ... i hate poker syndrome kicked in and ive not played since .
You see ... if i had just accepted yesterday's sessions as just one of those things .. and actually accepted i was a little lucky to be down only 2 buy ins .. then i would have just got back onto the FR saddle today and carried on the solid month.
But no ... i dont seem to work like that ... its things like this i need to iron out .... I know what to do .. just have problems implementing some common sense ..