Hey guys, I'm posting this here because I'm most well known here in the micro FR. I might post this in bbv also, im not sure.. So anyways, I was just doing my usual 12 tables of 50nl grind, and then I decided to watch Taylor Caby play some HU, he was playing $10/$20. I decided to ask him a question. So I asked him something along the lines of, I am a huge nit and I've been breaking even at 50nl for like 2 months and I hate my life, got any tips for me? Then he said that I should do something really crazy, and that the adrenaline rush of it, would give me a new outlook on life. Well, I took his advice to heart, and I said to him something along the lines of, "Okay, So you mean I should play you HU for my entire bankroll?"
He said something like, "yeah you should, it would be a good experience for you" or something like that. So then I sat down with the $1400 i had in my fulltilt account and I started playing. He had a $12k stack lol... My heart was pounding at first, then I won like a $600 pot with a rivered quads, which I should have bet more on the river but meh, he prolly woulda called more but I figured $100 would get called by most of his small/med pairs. I coulda got away with like $175-$200 tho....But I wasn't thinking clearly obviously, was just trying hard to not play scared. Then I didnt get any cards for a while, he light 3bet me a few times, after a few hands I was getting short and raised it up with QT, flop was KKx, I cbet, he called, turn was J, and at this point I have a pot sized bet left on the turn and decided its my last hope and I have to shove, I expected to have at least some fold equity, plus I have the oesd. He calls, and has KJ for the nuts and I'm drawing dead.
So I lost, but I feel so much better now. I have a new outlook on life, just like he said. I had a taste of how it feels to play high stakes, and to be honest...once you get into it, the dollar value doesn't really affect you mentally. I found it just felt like I was playing with chips and I didn't think about the actual dollar value of what was happening. It was a great feeling.
In the end, he asked me if that was actually my entire BR on the table, and i said yes it is, he said "really are you sure???" and I said, "Yes, I took your advice to heart and thanks for the match". Then he said "wow, ok I'm gona send you $1k back, and he shipped me $1k and said "be smart with it and don't do anything stupid like that again". LOL I guess I'm grateful that he gave me $1k, but to be honest, I knew before hand that if I lost, it was gonna be ok.. because as soon as I sat down at the table, I knew it was going to be an important experience, and I felt like I had to do it. I decided before hand that I was going to play until I either busted, or took his stack. If I lost, I was gonna have to quit poker for a while and go get a job, but I would have a great experience, OR I would win a few $K and learn a lesson. Either way I'm happy. I just felt like sharing this story with you guys.
Cliffs:
-Asked my favorite CR pro Taylor Caby for advice on how to stop being such a life nit.
-He tells me to do something crazy because it will get my adrenaline going and it will give me a new outlook on life.
-I take his advice to heart and decide to play him hu4rollz
-I lose but have fun experience and learn valuable lesson
Last edited by journeyman54; 11-16-2009 at 05:45 PM.
Reason: I might still be a nit :(