We're walking through a part of campus where it's just us, and we see a cop car idling up ahead and sitting. She starts to freak out and says we should turn around and go another way, and I assure her if we just keep walking we'll be fine and the cop won't bother us. I say further that if the cop does stop us, I know what to say and as long as she says absolutely nothing she'll be fine. Turning around will obviously make him suspicious. He watches us the entire time we walk past, and then as soon as we pass his car he drives off.
At this moment BG turns to me and gets real close and we start making out. She runs up to the building behind us, crawls into the window sill and tells me we should go up there and make out. I then spy the cop doubling back in the distance and tell her that's probably a bad idea and we should move on. She gets all pouty, and I point to a tree up the hill and say, "Let's go make out under that tree."
"OK!!!!" and she takes off sprinting up the hill. I run after her, catch her up there and we make out for a little under the tree until some people come by, and we take off to her dorm.
We get to her dorm room upstairs, and I'm not entirely sure what happened next. It's a little fuzzy, as the "extra drinks" we had just before we left are hitting me hard. BG is very obviously not as drunk as I am. In fact, I'd say she's sobering up a bit. I have an awk interaction with the girls across the hall from her who want to borrow her air mattress.
She turns to me and says, "I'm just gunna assume you won't be sleeping on my air mattress tonight."
"Right."
We get back to her room, and she tells me before we get too tired I need to tell her which one of her dresses I want her to wear for lawl prom. I laugh because this is a ridiculous situation and tell her to go ahead. I think we were making out on and off throughout this process, but I don't really remember clearly.
She proceeds to try them all on (and she was quite cavalier about changing in front of me... she clearly wasn't self-conscious), and I tell her which one I like best and we debate back and forth about it. She then tells me I have to see her in her "little black dress" (which isn't a long dress and thus is not eligible for lawl prom), and she proceeds to try it on. Holy **** does she look hot. I tell her that too.
It's worth noting at this point that she is constantly asking me what "BG IM0" means. I refuse to answer, and she told me yeota said, "Even if I did explain it to you, you wouldn't possibly understand." She also presses me to tell her what I meant when I said she and I had an "interesting dynamic." I said this about 3 weeks ago, but clearly it struck a chord with her and she didn't forget it.
Out of respect for her, especially since people who know her post here, I'll leave the details of other things that happened out. I will say this: nothing super serious happened, although something did happen, and the two of us were absolutely ****ing exhausted from the walk there and how late it was (it was past 5 AM and I had only slept 4 hours the night before). If both weren't so completely drained, I assume it would have gone further, but it went far enough.
The following key conversation did take place just before we fell asleep, though:
(This was kind of random and not prompted by me)
BG, "[Karak], the way I see us is that I just got out of a relationship and am young and kind of confused as to where I should go, what I want and what I want to do. I obviously like you, and you like me, but it's also clear you aren't looking for anything serious and just enjoy spending time with me and want something casual and fun. Is that right?"
Me, "Bingo. Spot on. I agree."
BG coyly adds, "So why DO you like me then?" with a grin.
I reply, "You first. Tell me why."
BG, "You're different. I don't think I've met anyone quite like you. You act differently, and you're a lot of fun. Things other people find annoying about me you find hilarious. And you're very nice, even if you pretend to be mean."
It's also worth noting BG and I had about 3-4 (no exaggeration) moments that night and the next day where we said the exact same thing simultaneously. It was a little creepy, but I think it points to the two of us having similar senses of humor.
There's more to the TR, but I'm not sure it's worth telling in detail. We spent the night together, woke up the next morning and got breakfast then came back and slept for a couple more hours before I took off. We also solidified our plans for this weekend (law prom). It's already determined that she's coming home with me and spending the night, and we even have a nice time planned at my place (it ends at 12). We also decided we want to get dinner with just us and no one else from the law school, mainly because the only couple willing to go out and get a nice dinner is D and DG and... yeah, no.
At this point, let me predict your reactions:
"Karak! You clearly have feelings for this girl. She lives in too distant of a world to date you, is too immature/young and while you two have fun together, you wouldn't be compatible in a relationship. Plus you might not be able to trust her. This is going to end badly."
I do have feelings for her. That much is obvious. But it's NOT like they are super strong or I'm in love with her. I simply enjoy spending time with her, have fun with her and, on a casual level, am quite compatible with her. However, I'm also smart enough to know a LTR with her would never EVER work out, for the following reasons: age difference, maturity difference, distance, her past (would bother me for a ton of reasons, but it's something I COULD get over), moral differences, religious issues, etc..
I'm logical and rational enough to know this, and my emotions aren't strongly invested. I just have fun with her, and that's what it is. She seems to come from the same angle. Would it sting a bit if the week after law prom she just started banging some other guy, and I was old news? Yeah, but it wouldn't be a huge deal. I'll be surprised if that happens. If she wants to bang other dudes, that's fine. Just don't ****ing tell me about it. I obviously will take the same approach.
I feel like I'm forgetting something...