Random question (i will explain why) : do some of you (but what sucks is that apparently the diagnosis seems to be given a bit more easily on the US than in France, maybe it's because in France they re still on some psychanalytic believes) score on the "autistic range" on every (or almost) test on the internet (Autistic Quotient (AQ), Empathy Quotient (EQ), SQ-R (systemisation) on Baron Cohen's tests, the same on the Aspie Quiz (RDOS) even though i have like 140 Aspie and around 80 on NT score), high score on the RAADS-R (Ritvo, i passed it "on myself" and with my father - i have been raised by my grand parents because my brother is autistic - classic Kanner autism - so maybe my father's perception isn't totally accurate but i have around 150-160 on that test and the cut off score was 65 - 240 is max score).
And i have had an appointment to a CRA (autism ressources center at the hospital) last month, they saw me 2 hours : like 40 min with a psychologist, and we mostly spent the time making a recap of my life, so it included the fact that i was raised by my grand parents, that i have a Crohn disease, etc, 40 min with the psychiatrist (my mom talked the whole time, answering as best as she could - so it wasn't amazing infos for the psychiatrist since i have been raised by my grandpas, even though she came with my brother to see us every Wednesday, as a kid, and we spent the sunday with my grandparents, my parents and my brother so she knows me a bit).
We had some argument because when the psychiatrist asked my perceptions of my relations with my brother and the others kids when i was young (i had some good friends in "primaire" so between 6 and 10 yo, and a few ones during mid school and high school (but it was more like i spent time talking with them during class time and really rarely saw them outside) and so i talked with the psychiatrist during about 12-14 min (my mom said that, since she left the room when i talked HU with the psychiatrist
) after the psychiatrist asked her to leave because we argue and i asked her 3 times to stop interrupting me when i was talking - after she talked during like 20 min without me saying almost a single word.
(the last appointment, making the time they saw me up to 2 hours, was a quite useless one with a nurse, where it was said that i followed a classical cursus, in a "normal" school, without any difficulty until the high school included).
The psychiatrist, 35 yo, (had his PhD in 2008 i think about social anxiety, so he has at most 5 years in this service of autism i would say) said there wasn't any argument pointing towards autism (i couldn't really explain my difficulties, some behaviours, since it was quick - also talking about my "non standard" family background - and i was anxious).
I was sent on this hospital by a psychiatrist (saw me once, and saw my mom once too) who used to direct a CRA (autism ressources center) in province, so it embarass me to hear there isn't any argument towards an ASD.
I guess i appeared as someone anxious, but i made regular eye contacts when i was talking (even though they were quick, and when i was with the psychiatrist and my mom when she talked to him, i never looked at the psychiatrist but stared at a point/zone) i didn't show any stereotypies (i don't think i really have some, even though i have some routines like listening 95+% of the time ot the 2 same albums of music when i go to the grocery store for example for more than 2 years now).
They also (or i should say the psychologist) noted that i had some issues with unexpected events (could react strongly, and feel angry for example) and had some attention issues (during the talk with the psychologist a background sound came suddenly and had some issue to focus and keep my ideas i was talking about coming).
They said that it wasn't worth seeing me for a second appointment day for tests (i think the ADI-R and ADOS and maybe others) and the psychiatrist said me (with some light arguments, since i countered them with some counter-examples from a french autism forum i was posting on) that i had social anxiety (i don't say it's not true, i think it's right, but he said "no argument whatsover towards an ASD" without even making my mom come back (maybe i can't be autistic after all, if i show some social interest for others since i said to him "can she come back ?" like she wasn't allowed to hear his diagnosis)
PS : i have had a gifted diagnosis 4 years ago (+3 sd on the WAIS 4, with quite homogene results)
So yeah : DO SOME OF YOU SCORE IN THE AUTISTIC RANGE ON WEB TESTS AND HAVE HAD A NEGATIVE ANSWER WHEN CONSULTING FOR A DX (as i said i was sent by a legit - in the field of autism - psychiatrist, after i saw another one last year that made me pass AQ/EQ/FQ/SQ-R scales for example).
And DOES THE FACT OF HAVING HAD FRIENDS AFTER 6yo (i don't know how i was in kindergarten, but i think i was (extremely ?) shy and i have had difficulties interacting with people, like making an order at a fast food, making phone calls, during years and years, and even as a teenageri was weak in those areas) MAKES AUTISM NOT POSSIBLE (i know autism can be seen around 18 months but i don't know - and my parents don't precisely either - how i was when i was really young)
I feel like my non normal background + health issues with Crohn's (leading to episodes of depression) + gifted dx makes for them difficult to see what comes from what, and what is related to a possible autism, and what is due to another thing
Sorry for the long post but yeah please at least answer to the POSSIBLE TO GET HIGH SCORES ON EVERY WEB'S AUTISM TEST AND NOT BE AUTISTIC and FRIENDS AT SCHOOL AFTER 6YO = AUTISM IMPOSSIBLE ?
Thanks in advance.
Last edited by I'mAFrenchDonkey; 04-23-2015 at 10:01 AM.