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Originally Posted by SGT RJ
That's pretty typical of autism.
It's labeled as a "pervasive developmental disorder" but I think a better way of categorizing it would be simply a difference in the development of the cognitive systems that process information. Sensory and social information in particular seem to be processed differently, and this results in "abnormal" behavior.
You see the world differently from others, and of course when you are in any type of minority there are issues with adapting to the norms of the majority, but it sounds like you've done a decent job finding ways to function with your differences.
Thanks. College was a nightmarish experience for me. At large parties, I used to panic and hide in a corner or the bathroom and weave my way out without saying anything due to the noise.
Eventually, I started going to those places because that's where people my age would go and I wanted to have friends. But I would have to be incredibly drunk to feel comfortable there and I would either make an ass of myself or embarrass another person. I tried giving up drinking several times in my early/mid 20s but failed every time. Now, I have had more success in that area than ever before. I am pretty lonely, but do I really want to rely on alcohol to talk to people for my entire life?
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Originally Posted by Alrighty Roo
Sometimes I think friendship is totally arbitrary. One person just decides that they are friends with another. And vice versa. Hopefully.
Does that friendship mean anything? Does it mean anything if only one person values it? I don't know. What are friends, anyway? As far as I can tell, they're people you (enjoy) spend(ing) time with and any attempts to define them beyond that run into problems. Even that definition seems tenuous.
As far as reactions from friends go, if a friend told me that I'd have no idea how to react. Not because I don't understand or because I think there's any kind of stigma, but because social interactions are hard. I think I'd say something like 'it doesn't change anything between us and if you ever want to talk about it then I'm listening' but probably only after an awkward silence. I'd take indifference and run with it because it's a hard thing to react to appropriately in the spur of the moment.
Okay. Thanks for your perspective. Much appreciated.
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Originally Posted by BustoPro
FWIW there are some autistic people I enjoy hanging out with, exactly because you can dispense with most of the bull**** you have to go through with other people.
There are a lot of things that I hate about communication. Stuff like small talk drives me nuts. It's boring but it's what people seem to feel comfortable with. I force myself through it hoping that something interesting can come up.
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Originally Posted by slipslope
I am guessing you have aspergers based on your post.
Asperger's is part of the autism spectrum.
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