A long time ago when I was 14, I lived in an extremely nice rural suburb and the McMansions there backed up to a giant woods. We had this giant fort that people used to hang out in mostly between the ages of 14-18. And one day me and my friend were doing something back there and a guy came who was like 23 and had a 2 year old kid in his arms , and he was telling this kid how he used to have a lot of good times here. In the eyes of a 14 year old he might as well have been 50. He told some stories. He never came back after that. I feel like that guy visiting that old fort right now.
I’m older now (As of right now 2021)and I’ve always thought that the young should dominate public spaces. I’m comfortable with what I am now. I’m a regular guy who once slept with some guys on the internet, has some addiction issues and won a card tournament. I am not a star. I might be a bit crazy but I’m not insane and not a true artist. I was arrested once or twice for misdemeanors but those were mistakes and luckily I didn’t have to go to jail. I don’t drink and drive anymore or do narcotics. I want to help people with addiction issues. I work at a grocery store and deliver part time to a bbq place because I like food. I’m in my 30’s. I pay my taxes. There weee some successful people in my family but I’m not them. I’m going to go eat at Hawaiian bro’s and I’m going to get a fishing / hunting liscense when Iget my drivers liscense back. I’m sorry for wasting people’s time but I genuinely thought I was a kind of star. My bad. I’ll always have my friends and families back though. Don’t do drugs.
I did. It’s admittedly bad, I’m serious about shutting up. I was genuinely distracted in my blog by people being mean to me which used to bother me a lot. It’s genuinely not worth reading.