"I Have a GF and I just want to be clear. I want to do very bad things to you.. right now.. but this is as far as it will ever go"
An hour later I was in a taxi home, by myself. In life you make a lot of decisions, that I guess actually do change the score. I don't want to say I've made a lot of bad decisions(or good) but objectively I've made a lot of questionable ones.
Not sure where to start. What really matters? Survival(making money),family/friends, getting with the opposite sex.
The real estate business is not where I would like it to be. I'm now over 6 mnths invested in my time and it's not quite penciling out. At least not from our core business model. which is residential and commercial leasing. A lot of competition yea but the biggest problem is people just don't want to pay here. So even when you put a deal together it's a project to even get paid.
So why stick with it? Well A) because historically any time I've gotten to a spot like this I've given up. So I owe it to myself(with this company or a new project) to see it thru. This is the time I think when most people would and rightfully so, jump ship.Since it's only really costing me time I'm gonna see it thru for another 6mths-1 year.
Second reason is because of the big deals. We lost one deal where we had a buyer at 25 million and a seller at 28 million. The deal would have been worth like 500k to our company and at least 50k to me. It not so surprisingly fell thru. I'm a poker player by trade so I don't get too excited one way or the other on a deal.
Here's a picture of us after a meeting trying to broker a deal with the largest energy company in Vn and the USa for an LNG gas project.
I have no idea exactly what was said in the meeting but just nodded my head every so often as Jeff and Thai spoke about business structure, oil pipelines, energy etc. This deal looks dead aTm but was worth 100's of millions of dollars and a nice payday for us.
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I do believe it's not a matter of if but when will we close a big deal. So that's I guess the biggest reason I'm gonna stick with it for a while longer.
So basically I went without income(playing poker)for like 4 mnths, which was just stupid, especially given then way I like to spend.
I did get a pool game for 20 million however($2000). Guy from singapore. He beat me a set for $300 but lost the set for 2 dimes.
Lol pic of the dong and my pool stick after the match.
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I don't have much for pics still but I'll give you guys what I got.
On a personal side I've met someone pretty special. I guess you could say for the 2nd time since I've been here and maybe only the 4th of 5th tine in my life, I have an actual gf. Like in a relationship to the point where I was able to get in the taxi and go home tonite.
I hope I can continue to be good to her as she is a spectacular all around girl. Probably(if I had to generalize her) like a #2 type b from my list earlier itt.Best thing about her is as much as I adore her, she does me.
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Meet Uyen, all the way to the right.
The girl directly to the right of her, is this famous movie star/model and one of her BFF's. I had to meet her the other night as part of the screening process, which is standard here.
You can google lilly luta if you want more.
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Lastly, the only live game in town where I started back playing again and where I've been able to make money when I need it is dead. The game was going strong every day with a rake of 3% no cap, which is already super high right. But the game was easily still good enough to print money. Well as they typically do here, they got greedy and made an anouncment that the game was changing to 5% no cap. The game hasn't played a hand since, like almost 3 weeks. Yesterday I re-opened my online account and will get back to the grind.