I'm having interpersonal difficulties with jobs. I popped in a shed when I was younger. It wasn't my idea. Also, I popped on a windshield. The owner put his windshield wipers on and spread the poop everywhere. I am laughing now. That wasn't my idea.
I then pissed on a kitchen table. I can't remember if it was or not. Also, I popped in a car. Apparently, someone had sat in the car after the poop.
3/4 times I was friends with the person. I don't know if this was some way of marking my territory because I'm having difficulty making new friends.
How can I unmask my territory? I joined AA but things aren't going better. Alcohol was involved in 3/4 for of these and marijuana in the other.
This is an extremely embarrassing topic to discuss with a professional. Hopefully, I can get some help.
Also, I had problems selling drugs in the past. I was basically, a middle man. How do I not be a middle man anymore? I'm trying to keep myself clean but I can't get anywhere.
I could barely talk at the AA meeting. I haven't been able to open up on my own in public. My brother has schizophrenia and mental illness is in the family. My brother stabbed my brother with a knife. I have anger problems that I am getting help for.
I think I need professional help for the pooping and peeing.
I have to go on the record and say that this is not assuming or funny for the sake of my sanity.