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Old 12-02-2010, 08:52 AM   #76
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How much $ did you spent on drugs in total? If you had that money now what would you buy?

Which "junkie" movie portays life as a drug addict the best? Trainspotting, Fear and loathing etc.?

What do you think is worse alcohol, nicotine or opiates?

Do you fear that at some point you go down the drain? Start needles, health deteriorating, selling yourself etc.? Or do you think you will go on like you did the last 8 years?

Could you work a 9-5 job?

Do you think you would start another addiction if you would get of opiates?

How many 5 year olds can a drug addict take on?
How much Ive spent in total is a number Im not sure Id like to actually know, Im sure its way higher then I imagine.

I think Basketball Diaries and Trainspotting are great ones in general, obviously some stuff is different country to country, but they have it fairly on the head.

No, Ive tried most other drugs and opiates are the only ones that really hold on to me, other then weed. I love lsd/shrooms, but wouldnt see myself ever getting addicted to them.

Could I work a 9-5 job, in theory yes, but in practice it would take alot of getting used too.

Depends if he can distract the 5 year olds by giving them hits of his foil. Then turn them to the dark side, but im guessing as many as straight laced person.
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if you had it all to do over again would u "taste" it?

biggest regrets?

do you someday hope to get off hard drugs and back into society?
If I would taste it that young, For sure not. If I would of later in life , who knows. I honestly think being informed and having honest information can stop alot of people ending up as bad as they are.

Biggest regrets, Hurting people who love me when I dont stop for them, Since its the type of thing you either do for yourself, or you dont. If you do it for other people you end up lieing more and taking it very sketchy, trying to hide it to bits which in turn hurts people more.

Yes and no, If you mean society as a group of friends/peers that I respect the opinion of and have honest opinions of themselves then by all means yes, but if you mean the main stream, lady gaga mtv plastic type society, then no, id rather die a junkie.
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Old 12-02-2010, 09:05 AM   #79
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Do you buy weed in a coffee shop or on the streets? Price/Quality different?
I buy weed in the coffee shops. Prices are pretty expensive depending on the weed, Quality is just amazing, even the worst weed going is better then most people's best. Its all bio modifcated stuff, good but full of chemicals,.. for a clean smoke theres amazing hash going around too.
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Do you think it's a good idea to legalize all drugs? Maybe selling hard drugs only in pharamcys to confirmed drug addicts? Prices would be obviously very low. Do you think more people would try it?
Yes I personally think so,.. I think a system where its open and registered would be best, That you would have to register as a user for what ever substance you want, you get a limit/amount that you can use in a day, should be places you can use. But a register should be open to public so its common knoweldge who does and doesnt take what ever, ,, think health wise its a better way to go, plus it knocks out the dealers and such which in turn makes it worthless to sell, makes less people sell it and push it, , obviously thats a blanket statement on roughly what I think but its close.
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Old 12-02-2010, 09:11 AM   #81
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How often you've seen Trainspotting?
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Do u feel sorry for urself?
No , Its been all my own choices, Good or bad ive done it too myself, Things ive done for my addiction have all been part of my life, and made me who I am today, and for all my faults I honestly dont think Ive had it that bad, I know many people who have had things alot worse, thats people who are addicted and people who arnt.
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Old 12-02-2010, 09:15 AM   #83
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Have you ever introduced someone to the drug who is now addicted? If so, do you feel guilty?
One solid Yes, and one kinda.

Yes when I was 16 I used to smoke with a student doctor from Tennessee, he asked me to sort it and help him smoke it, and I did. Used to listen to him play guitar afterwards and have decent conversations, He used it on and off for 2 years, Till he just gave it up, (so ive been told) I have no reason to believe him, but I know he will always take something, if its opiates or not , who knows. Feel guilty in away.

Kinda, Friend of mine who started on the stuff around the same time, he used with a good few people who never took it before, since me and him knocked about so much I always felt like I had an influence I could of used more.
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I Was respecting your thread till i read this.

If I was ever to meet you I would cut your face to ribbons with a Stanley blade and let you bleed to death.

Standard.
I suppose I worded that pretty strong,. I believe in the right of a people to fight invaders. Since there's evil done on both sides of the conflict, Id chose the devil I know over the devil I dont , anyday,.

You wouldnt be the first one to try do something like that, maybe your the first to succeed?
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How often you've seen Trainspotting?
Not that many, kinda depresses me.
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ever slept outside?
Yes, If we were out robbin and it got super late (after 4am etc) Ive had situations were we would find a car that was open and use that for the night, group of friends and I used to live on a abandoned boat on dublin docks, an old fishing boat, made it nice enough in the sleeping spots, wasnt a huge boat but had enough room for 7 people , each with thier own place. That was a mad time all the same, have had my share of bogey nights out, but were always a case of easier then fighting to get were my own bed was.
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Old 12-02-2010, 09:22 AM   #88
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I have a few questions, do you have the willpower to get off heroin? Do you think your relationship with your girlfriend is/will become serious enough to get married/have kids? If you got your girlfriend pregnant would you give up drugs without a second thought (this isn't supposed to come across as insulting, from what I've so far I think you would)? Don't you ever think we only live once, I should quit now, get healthy/fit/a job and live life happily? Or do you see it in another perspective of we only live once I should just do whatever I want?
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how is your girlfriend ok with you being a junkie?
Shes not ok with it, I was clean when we met 4 years ago, slipped since then, but we have been through thick and thin before this started again so I suppose love would be the answer, She doesnt like or accept it, but she knows I dont run rampent either, I keep a tight enough leash on myself compared to people we know.
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I suppose I worded that pretty strong,. I believe in the right of a people to fight invaders. Since there's evil done on both sides of the conflict, Id chose the devil I know over the devil I dont , anyday,.

You wouldnt be the first one to try do something like that, maybe your the first to succeed?

Planting bombs and killing innocent children that weren't even invading = cowardly scum.

I hope the people you care about die in some kind of horrific accident or long drawn out illness.
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I have a few questions, do you have the willpower to get off heroin? Do you think your relationship with your girlfriend is/will become serious enough to get married/have kids? If you got your girlfriend pregnant would you give up drugs without a second thought (this isn't supposed to come across as insulting, from what I've so far I think you would)? Don't you ever think we only live once, I should quit now, get healthy/fit/a job and live life happily? Or do you see it in another perspective of we only live once I should just do whatever I want?
Yes, the times Ive really felt like now its been enough, Ive been able to get clean, eg not using anything for 6 months to a year, problem is that I have more of a problem not using it , I always forget the bad stuff and remember the good, thus fall into a trap of thinking lets just give it another go for a while, Sure Im clean, I proved I can, or when Im super depressed from a loss or something.

Yes it is, Were planning on having kids next time Im clean, getting married isnt on my list of things to do, I dont need a contract to tell me im sticking around, I think the whole thing sounds like people being insecure trying to tell eachother what they feel is real.
Without a doubt, Im a huge family man, I take some things pretty serious, If I wouldnt be able to honestly quit and stay quited for something like my own child , I would consider myself I failure at life. A serious Oxygen thief. I feel confident I will (ive been in a cell for 3 weeks while being sick as a dog, basically cause I kept my mouth shut, so I feel confident If I can do that for my freedom and self pride, I will be able to for my child when he/she comes.)

I think very simular to that,.. I honestly believe we only live once, that we should do our upmost best to enjoy the time we are here, so even though I have low points when I dont have drugs, I just decide not to let it depress me (too much) . For me to be truly happy, I need a woman I love and loves me back, the family I love to be happy, things like that, its about enjoying the now, the moment were in rather then wish to have things I dont, a job is only a means to an end, the end being comfortable living, but it would want to be a fantastic wage to get me to give up my own time, I think people are forced to work way too much for way to little to keep a sort of perpetual slavery going on, if I work, it would have to be for myself. Its not about doing anything I want whenever I want, its more about excepting the things I do good or bad and seeing them as part of my life experience/roller coaster
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Planting bombs and killing innocent children that weren't even invading = cowardly scum.

I hope the people you care about die in some kind of horrific accident or long drawn out illness.
This will basically be the only reply Im going to give in regard to one of these type of replies,...

Yes its horrific if a child dies in a stupid war, Do I think blowing up innocent people is a good thing, of course not. Its not a one sided thing, People on all sides of war/occupation are in a situation were the very darkest of humanity comes out. I think no one has a right to go to another country and inflict power. People need to just see were all one entity , be it a stone, an animal, planet, or anything and begin to treat eachother as such.

Its not the principal of the individual horrific things that happen during war. Both sides of any conflict are guilty of seriously disgusting acts.

If people dont invade eachothers country, we have no reason to fight with eachother (we would find one but im being broad here)
A bomb is a bomb, doesnt matter who drops/places it. A terroist blows up a mother and child, an F16/helicopter pilot from whatever country does the exact same. One flies over, the other places it. Both kill innocents.

So your im better then you, cause i wish horrible violence on you since I disagree with you, Is just the most ridiculous way to discuss something like this. It just proves how much horrible we can be.

I personally believe, That any nation, or people. ANY that gets Invaded without provocation, has the right to defend it self, be it military or civilian.
I have no problem with the soldiers fighting anyway. Its the goverments and world system that sets up such wonderful opportunities to invade and destroy eachother. World leaders that pretend like they have peoples best intresst at heart, yet all they care about is power and wealth.

My opinion thats all, Entitled to mine, just as you are entitled to yours about what I am, and you would do to me.

Cant we all just get along?

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I suppose I worded that pretty strong,. I believe in the right of a people to fight invaders. Since there's evil done on both sides of the conflict, Id chose the devil I know over the devil I dont , anyday,.

You wouldnt be the first one to try do something like that, maybe your the first to succeed?
how would you feel if a devil you didn't know invaded you, raped and tortured your gf and left her scarred for life?

IRA scum
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how would you feel if a devil you didn't know invaded you, raped and tortured your gf and left her scarred for life?

IRA scum

Eh Im guessing Id pretty much feel like alot of people did, including the irish and so many countless more its sad,...
Throw the question back at you,. Same thing happens to you, and your country. Do you just bend over and enjoy it? Or do you try to defend what little things and hurt your enemy what ever way you can, (and no I dont agree with Innocents being killed, but get a grip, Innocent, guilty, what ever its all ********, no ones anything, were all equally guilty of not doing anything about anything that matters, and for putting up with so much ******** from people in charge, I didnt ask england or any other country to invade anywhere, and Im sure you didnt either,... You deal with what cards your dealt, yet cards of life cant be mucked, just played badly or fantasticly. .Right and wrong is human made up thing.
Now these posts are seriously on ignore, Ive made myself more then clear I feel on the subject.
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I would not have a problem with them fighting the soldiers in the streets, but the fact that they use terror and kill innocents who are not the invaders is what makes them scum.

And if you support the IRA or any other terror group you are the same scum imo.

Now go suck on a foil **** you self righteous junkie prick.
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I would not have a problem with them fighting the soldiers in the streets, but the fact that they use terror and kill innocents who are not the invaders is what makes them scum.

And if you support the IRA or any other terror group you are the same scum imo.

Now go suck on a foil **** you self righteous junkie prick.
So basically it goes like this, The more money a country has for weapons and paid fighters, the bigger the right they have to whatever they want , where ever they want,.
And since you feel so strongly about this all, How do you feel when an army drops bombs on innocents trying to kill the terroists, what ratio of Innocent too " terroists" is ok to accept?

Now this IS my last reply about this, That you jump to the most obvious thing that I came forth with and have been nothing but honest about goes to show what class of a human being you are. I can safely say that I feel better in my junkie bones as I am then I would as such a wonderful example of grace and style as yourself. Self righteous not really, comfortable with who I am. Most def
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u high right now?
Wouldnt say im Stoned, im not fighting to keep my eyes open or anything, but I defo know Im on an opiate, had me methadone plus a few lines on the foil,. Not outta of it, but for sure not sick.
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