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Originally Posted by waxies_dargle
describe the feeling the first time you got high on heroin?
lowest point of your 8 years of opiate addiction?
any plans to quit?
what do your parents think?
poker story?
Its hard to put into words, I got what I refer to as "the swim" its a feeling of comfort, sorta like drifting into eternity, followed by lots of vomiting, but not vomiting like being ill, it didnt feel bad at all, hard to explain, made things seem easier.
Quit for 2 inbetween, relapsed when my grandmother died, currently on 30mg of methadone a day plus what I use on weak moments, still smoke weed like crazy, helps try stay away from the other stuff,
Both parents dont like or accept it, but then both have their own problems,
lowest point,
two friends of mine were out robbin with a girl we all knew, bumped into a slow/almost ******ed man that wanted to **** the girl/get head for money, he went down the lane, before I knew it he was on the ground with us on him like jackals, he held on to his cash in his hand screaming dont take my money, I had to literally tell my friends not to kick him, (im bad but im not that ****ing bad)
pokerstory
A junkie who is beating the micro's his last 70,000 hands, and hoping to feed any bad habits I have by playing one day.