pic of yourself with girlfriend?

how is your girlfriend ok with you being a junkie?

also would you rather never ejaculate again (sex, masturbation etc) or never take drugs again?

You are such a pussy. Start smoking cigarettes. Then you will be a man.

Estimation of xtc used, well as some poker players say, Im not really a maths guy, but I started taking them when I was around 13/14 , started out with 1 or two on the weekends, done that for a month or so, then I took about 6/7 of em two too three times a week for nearly a year. Obviously I missed weeks, and there were weeks that I used more, but work that out. call it an even 5 a night, or so for a year (give or take a month or three)
short answer
Alot

What's the longest you've ever gone without pooping?

average weekly habit is probably 7 days around 15e a day . It goes up and down but I try to keep myself under 20e a day.

No, but have known many many girls who done that (would never take one as my girlfriend) known a few men who did too.

scared to speedball, .. No not really, more scared of the HIV/HEP C/Looking like your average Junkie

Helps keep my mind off drugs suprisingly for a while, If I get two outed I normally end up in tilt town while sober, not really caring while STONED

Its not so much the Heroin, but how society treats addicts,. Most of the bad health involved comes from sharing/over using needles/homelessness.

But in the obvious sorta heroin = addiction for 99% ,, then Yes its very bad.

Actually think about things like that alot, but since were at it, if you drink coca cola, your supporting some serious bad **** in columbia, if you etc... We all help destroy the world somehow, either through action or inaction, I do both, the world and myself.

But yes, I understand I support terroists, wouldnt be the first time, Im an avid I.R.A supporter

Very Very sorry to hear about your lose,. Its one thing losing friends and people you respect (even the addicts) but its another thing altogether to lose flesh and blood, I wish you loads of strength and time to heal.

Here is a quote you might like.

"Who lives longer? the man who takes heroin for two years and dies, or a man who lives on roast beef, water and potatoes 'till 95? One passes his 24 months in eternity. All the years of the beefeater are lived only in time."
--
Aldous Huxley

Uneffected is quite a big word, I think forgetten would be a better one. I have done some dodgey **** in my day. Mugging/Burglary/Dealing/Ripping/Forced payments etc... but all of em effected me, In a im so so sorry way or not that depends on what it was,. But Ive never mugged a girl, or old women/man (except see lowest point story) he wasnt that old.

Ive stuck less strong people down to beg for me, sounds bad and all, but weakness is just used in this world, thats how it is. So if someone threatens you to sit down or get ur head kicked in, the only answer you should/can give is a swift dig in the jaw, you might make an enemy, but you make a. respect b. self respect.

Ask something spefific and ill try bang out a story about something,.

No,. Ive been pretty sick before (third .fourth day) without and I didnt think or try to do that,. So gets that at least one brag for the day.

Look ill post a pic, but I'll probably not leave it up too long, can understand I dont want every tom dick and harry , knowing my girl goes with an addict, couldnt care less about myself (sshit im me, nice to meet you) but for her sake, job and school etc... I'll post some when im back from collecting my methadone.

I know it sounds all macho, but id much rather never take drugs again,.. some feelings you get in life (not just talking about cuming) can only supplied by the right girl.

Ehh, Im not like 90% of other people out there. If its a good or bad thing I'll guess I never know, but it has always seemed to help me out in that department. (not just refering to drugs) but mostly

Sorry for taking ages to reply, girlfriend started moaning about the laptop being on,... Thought id add something about playing Poker and being sick..

Imagine whats its like being super super sick, needing 10/20e and watching that being the blinds in a game, or a little ****** pot no one contests,.. thats when its annoying./

How much $ did you spent on drugs in total? If you had that money now what would you buy?

Which "junkie" movie portays life as a drug addict the best? Trainspotting, Fear and loathing etc.?

What do you think is worse alcohol, nicotine or opiates?

Do you fear that at some point you go down the drain? Start needles, health deteriorating, selling yourself etc.? Or do you think you will go on like you did the last 8 years?

Could you work a 9-5 job?

Do you think you would start another addiction if you would get of opiates?

How many 5 year olds can a drug addict take on?

if you had it all to do over again would u "taste" it?

biggest regrets?

do you someday hope to get off hard drugs and back into society?

Do you buy weed in a coffee shop or on the streets? Price/Quality different?

answer when im back, quick note before I leave,.. its snowing, its freezing, i really dont want to go out, but I gots to or be sick,
HATE that part.

people who enjoy drugs havent done enough of them...

Do you think it's a good idea to legalize all drugs? Maybe selling hard drugs only in pharamcys to confirmed drug addicts? Prices would be obviously very low. Do you think more people would try it?

Do u feel sorry for urself?

Have you ever introduced someone to the drug who is now addicted? If so, do you feel guilty?

I Was respecting your thread till i read this.

If I was ever to meet you I would cut your face to ribbons with a Stanley blade and let you bleed to death.

Standard.