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01-01-2013 , 03:58 PM
Are you and Noah cool yet? That one upset me
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01-01-2013 , 04:00 PM
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Originally Posted by starrazz
see proposal below, not meant to be a take-it-or-leave-it arrogantly submitted but rather just what I think is fair and about all I can stand to agree to in all honesty



that's true, but the 17er you locked which you could have let me save face and asked me to lock it and I could have said personal reasons, will be back sometime soon or something, but its whatever



The TLDR for the following is perhaps "I agree to mod less and play more for a while."

Here goes...almost did this via shirtless video, I may yet...

First of all, thank you to the massive outpouring of support. I really let the community down when I first arrived here, and hardcore's post tells the unvarnished truth in a way that is uncomfortable for me and for the green moderators in a way that is necessary and the whole community should be thanking him much more than they should be thanking me.

I didn't take the time to quote meticulously every single post of support, but I hope you all accept my deep appreciation to each of you for taking the time to post your concerns and feelings, and especially for how positive they are in recognizing my responsiveness to your criticisms of past mistakes that I have made.

So to those of you who are saying "free starrazz," I love you, but the mods aren't just picking on me for no reason. I DID **** up. Hardcore correctly recognizes that although it took a while, eventually through my actions I did come to convince him and others that these **** ups were not coming from my heart being in the wrong place but rather an arrogant lack of experience on my part. That is why I think he is being so forgiving.

The moderator community is not being so forgiving and forgetful, and I can't really fault them for that, per se. I would have thought that my promptly obedient response to soah's thoughtful and convincing explanation, followed by the peace pipe that well named and I smoked in a PM, would have settled this matter. I did promise soah that if the vast majority of the 13 players in this vanilla long game didn't approve overall of my performance as mod in this game that I would take a 3-month sabbatical from modding. I was about to poll each and every one of you 2 questions: 1) Did you approve or disapprove overall of my performance as mod in this game, and 2) What specifically did I do well that I should keep doing or expand upon and/or what specifically did I do poorly that I should not keep doing and eliminate or change? I was then going to submit those results to soah along with my honest assessment as to whether I would take the 3-month sabbatical from modding or not. I did agree that either way, I would play at least 50% of the time and never mod more games than I play in. I also am aware that if I have a situation where people boycott my games and don't sign in, that this sort of thing regulates itself. But apparently some folks don't agree with that.

I made an extra effort to make peace with those I have tangled with, from crossnerd to LKJ to KruZe to amplify to well named. I did this at first because the games and their integrity mean everything to me. I grew up playing games with my mom as a substitute for having no father. In high school the only group that accepted me was the people playing dungeons and dragons so I got to play and mod that and even go to a couple gencons. Games are woven into my life, and I've been blessed with the intelligence and desire to provide those to others via modding instead of just playing and expecting others to step in all the time. It has been very rough to have this yanked from me publicly, and while I have deserved admonishment for my mistakes it seems misguided to stop this train of improvement now.

I'm goig to hope that everyone involved finds the following proposal reasonable: I am going to participate strictly as a player for the next 2 weeks solid. No signups to mod. Then, if there are no significant issues, I am going to ask for the privilege to mod 9-man vanilla turbos. If I am unjustly denied that privilege, I will exit gracefully from twoplustwo permanently. This is not an ultimatum, just a recognition that you can't beat your head against a wall forever and people can just disagree about things and I don't run this site and they do and I have to respect that. If they do decide to grant that privilege, I will give 100% to THAT for 2 more weeks. If there are no significant issues, I will then ask for the privilege to add 13/17ers to the repertoire. I will also at that point ask to observe and/or backup-mod (not even co-mod, really) other longer games that I am not playing in. This would be for a period of double--4 weeks. At the end of that, if I gather a bunch of recommendations that I should be allowed to keep modding then I will submit that to the moderating staff for consideration and ask for the privilege to run scheduled vanillas. If they don't agree to that then I part ways stage left. If they do agree then I'll do that for 3 full months, and continue to observe successful veteran moderators. All the while playing as much as I can. Only at that point would I even attempt to do a mishmash or anything fancy / non-vanilla, and only if the moderating staff thought I was ready. If they don't even after 3 months, then I'll part ways at that point.

I didn't mean that to be a bunch of ultimatums, just a recognition that if you're not making progress then you're falling behind in life (by "you're" I mean me).

What really burns me the most is that they made this decision while I was still modding the game and kept it from me almost out of fear that I might teddy it up and ruin it for everyone out of some spite. That's the only reason I can think of for them to withhold their decision to do this to me until after the game was run. There clearly is a whole different level of distrust from the moderating staff compared to the community at large, and I regret that is the case.
I'm not going to read your wall of text but I'll respond to the bottom.

IIRC it was split 50/50 on mods wanting to remove you from this game and mods wanting you to just finish this game.

I was in the camp of just let you finish this game and then deal with it when the game is over. You didn't really give us much time to do that since you immediately started a new thread. Poor timing I suppose but that wasn't the way it was supposed to go down.
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01-01-2013 , 04:01 PM
I also am not trying to stir the pot but I thought game mods had full say of their games ie rules who gets to play how strict to mod kill etc and that pog mods had no interest in changing that standard
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01-01-2013 , 04:02 PM
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Originally Posted by metsandfinsfan
I also am not trying to stir the pot but I thought game mods had full say of their games ie rules who gets to play how strict to mod kill etc and that pog mods had no interest in changing that standard
They do; however we were all in agreement that this is the exception to that rule.
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01-01-2013 , 04:06 PM
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Originally Posted by gtpitch
I'm not going to read your wall of text but I'll respond to the bottom.

IIRC it was split 50/50 on mods wanting to remove you from this game and mods wanting you to just finish this game.

I was in the camp of just let you finish this game and then deal with it when the game is over. You didn't really give us much time to do that since you immediately started a new thread. Poor timing I suppose but that wasn't the way it was supposed to go down.
This is what I'm up against, fellow poggers...a moderator who won't even read what I have to say and then make decisions that impact us all.
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01-01-2013 , 04:06 PM
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Originally Posted by gtpitch
I'm not going to read your wall of text but I'll respond to the bottom.

IIRC it was split 50/50 on mods wanting to remove you from this game and mods wanting you to just finish this game.

I was in the camp of just let you finish this game and then deal with it when the game is over. You didn't really give us much time to do that since you immediately started a new thread. Poor timing I suppose but that wasn't the way it was supposed to go down.
I lied. Skimmed your wall of text.

Again, you are asserting control of this that you don't have. We'll give you a timeframe but it will be longer than 2 weeks. The time period I have in mind is "indefinite" only because giving a timeframe would be counter-productive. I want to see you play some number of games where that number is x (I'm not sure of this number yet, tbh). So its not really a time limit thing, its an experience thing.

Rest assured that I don't see indefinite as a permanent thing, as I do believe the remaining days of this game showed that you are willing to comply with some of the accepted standards in POG.
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01-01-2013 , 04:06 PM
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Originally Posted by starrazz
This is what I'm up against, fellow poggers...a moderator who won't even read what I have to say and then make decisions that impact us all.
See below. I read it. Glad to see it wasn't 100% more of the same.
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01-01-2013 , 04:07 PM
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Originally Posted by captain binkles
As a general principle I'm fine with POG mods taking action like that if it's justified fwiw

I think a mod coming into a signup thread saying 'x sucks as a mod you shouldn't play their game' would be far less professional/beneficial than just closing the thread and suggesting they get more ww experience under their belt/an experienced co-mod/whatever
Just so you know - the part in red is what was suggested after his first vanilla game. he didn't do that.
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01-01-2013 , 04:08 PM
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Originally Posted by gtpitch
I'm not going to read your wall of text but I'll respond to the bottom.

IIRC it was split 50/50 on mods wanting to remove you from this game and mods wanting you to just finish this game.

I was in the camp of just let you finish this game and then deal with it when the game is over. You didn't really give us much time to do that since you immediately started a new thread. Poor timing I suppose but that wasn't the way it was supposed to go down.
And your answer doesn't even address what you purportedly are responding to. You are leaving out the option of letting me finish the game AND telling me what your intentions were upon its conclusion. Obviously you thought I'd teddy it, unless I'm missing something here logically.
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01-01-2013 , 04:09 PM
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Originally Posted by gtpitch
Just so you know - the part in red is what was suggested after his first vanilla game. he didn't do that.
Not true, I took this suggestion.
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01-01-2013 , 04:10 PM
He's not banned from modding because of anything in this game being especially bad. There had already been an informal agreement in the mod forum that he shouldn't run anymore long games for a while, but in spite of that he was given another chance here on the condition that it would be strictly vanilla with no twists. Then it took the work of one pog mod playing the game and one pog mod not involved in the game to get him to post the lynch results in plain text like how they are always posted in every other game. That is enough of an issue to make us stick with the prior decision. We don't want to keep spending time overseeing his modding and we don't have much confidence that there won't be additional issues in the future.

A number of people have privately expressed to us that they will not sign up for any games that starazz runs, and it was suggested that starrazz's attempts to run turbos actually make it less likely for everyone to play a turbo due to the people who choose not to sign up for his games but would sign up otherwise. We didn't want it to come down to this, and so we've been patient and lenient while suggesting that he get more playing experience before modding more games, but at this point it seems clear that intervention is best for pog.

I see that I missed a lot of new posts while typing this. Oh well.
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01-01-2013 , 04:11 PM
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Originally Posted by gtpitch
I lied. Skimmed your wall of text.

Again, you are asserting control of this that you don't have. We'll give you a timeframe but it will be longer than 2 weeks. The time period I have in mind is "indefinite" only because giving a timeframe would be counter-productive. I want to see you play some number of games where that number is x (I'm not sure of this number yet, tbh). So its not really a time limit thing, its an experience thing.

Rest assured that I don't see indefinite as a permanent thing, as I do believe the remaining days of this game showed that you are willing to comply with some of the accepted standards in POG.
If your expectation is that my continued healthy and incident-free participation as a player in the games in this forum for the next 2 weeks, in light of the successful moderation of this 13er, isn't enough to warrant even the ability to moderate a 9-man TURBO, then we are in different universes and should just part ways now.
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01-01-2013 , 04:11 PM
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Originally Posted by starrazz
And your answer doesn't even address what you purportedly are responding to. You are leaving out the option of letting me finish the game AND telling me what your intentions were upon its conclusion. Obviously you thought I'd teddy it, unless I'm missing something here logically.
Meh the timing of the PM never really crossed my mind tbh.

So I can speak for myself and say that, no, I didn't think you'd teddy the game (on purpose).
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01-01-2013 , 04:12 PM
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Originally Posted by starrazz
If your expectation is that my continued healthy and incident-free participation as a player in the games in this forum for the next 2 weeks, in light of the successful moderation of this 13er, isn't enough to warrant even the ability to moderate a 9-man TURBO, then we are in different universes and should just part ways now.
2 weeks could potentially be, what, 1 long game? Maybe 2?
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01-01-2013 , 04:12 PM
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Not true, I took this suggestion.
Who was your co-mod this game?
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01-01-2013 , 04:13 PM
I'm trying to respect the spirit of what you moderators are trying to do because I know you're doing it for the community, but let's be fair.
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01-01-2013 , 04:15 PM
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Originally Posted by gtpitch
Who was your co-mod this game?
I was referring to the portion where you said "suggesting they get more ww experience under their belt"

I've been signing up to play a storm not just mod
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01-01-2013 , 04:16 PM
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Originally Posted by gtpitch
2 weeks could potentially be, what, 1 long game? Maybe 2?
I've been signing up for turbos, too...and would continue to do so...nothing like playing in them to improve the moderating of them, right?
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01-01-2013 , 04:19 PM
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Originally Posted by starrazz
I was referring to the portion where you said "suggesting they get more ww experience under their belt"

I've been signing up to play a storm not just mod
So you just decided which parts seemed important and which parts didn't. Ok.

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I've been signing up for turbos, too...and would continue to do so...nothing like playing in them to improve the moderating of them, right?
Playing turbos is a good thing, as well. My point is that I don't believe 2 weeks is a sufficient timeframe. I suppose time will tell.
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01-01-2013 , 04:19 PM
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Originally Posted by metsandfinsfan
Are you and Noah cool yet? That one upset me
I never said or did anything to Noah that was disrespectful, and I even participated in one of his guessing games just in the last 24 hours with no problem. Again, trying to show respect for the concept of building up playing experience and having a good time (even if it was a rare departure from ww)
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01-01-2013 , 04:21 PM
Starrazz, i suggest you listen to the mods and play some werewolf before you mod again. To be honest, playing is more fun than modding anyway
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01-01-2013 , 04:21 PM
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Originally Posted by gtpitch
So you just decided which parts seemed important and which parts didn't. Ok.

I misinterpreted your post as a list of possible behaviors that comply with your expectations rather than what you intended it (I read the slashes as "or's" you read them as "and's") so please don't ascribe that arrogance to me.

Playing turbos is a good thing, as well. My point is that I don't believe 2 weeks is a sufficient timeframe. I suppose time will tell.
If you would be so kind as to develop objective criteria it would help me make an informed decision about participation and would resolve this, because I'm willing to admit that my timeframes aren't necessarily ideal
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01-01-2013 , 04:22 PM
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Starrazz, i suggest you listen to the mods and play some werewolf before you mod again. To be honest, playing is more fun than modding anyway
I will I just am trying to figure out what the path is exactly to doing both.
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01-01-2013 , 04:33 PM
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Originally Posted by starrazz
What really burns me the most is that they made this decision while I was still modding the game and kept it from me almost out of fear that I might teddy it up and ruin it for everyone out of some spite. That's the only reason I can think of for them to withhold their decision to do this to me until after the game was run. There clearly is a whole different level of distrust from the moderating staff compared to the community at large, and I regret that is the case.
You had told me that you would poll your players after the game about your performance as a mod and then take a break from modding if the feedback was poor. I didn't want to give a response as to whether we would agree to that because I still needed to discuss it with the others who weren't online at the time, and because I was hoping that you would choose to voluntarily take a break from modding either because of that feedback or because of other reasons (such as posts in the Festivus thread). None of us expected that you would put up a new signup thread immediately after this game concluded. I expected that you would forward me the responses from your survey as you had promised and the issue could be taken from there.

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Originally Posted by metsandfinsfan
I also am not trying to stir the pot but I thought game mods had full say of their games ie rules who gets to play how strict to mod kill etc and that pog mods had no interest in changing that standard
It was not stated in the signup thread that lynch results would be posted by video, so what you are arguing is moot. From reading the posts in the signup thread, it seemed clear to me that starrazz was agreeing to mod this game according to the typical vanilla game standards with none of his own personal quirks. Mods are allowed a lot of leeway in how they run their games, but that's with the expectation that players understand upfront what they are signing up for, and that the mods will make a fair effort at accommodating the players and running things fairly, etc. Posting results only by video would legitimately cause a burden to some players. At the time that this happened, well named was having problems with his internet connection and I had assumed that the reason he was so annoyed was because he was a villager and was unable to actually load the video (or maybe it was just that none of the other wolves were online to tell him the results).
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01-01-2013 , 04:35 PM
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Originally Posted by soah
You had told me that you would poll your players after the game about your performance as a mod and then take a break from modding if the feedback was poor. I didn't want to give a response as to whether we would agree to that because I still needed to discuss it with the others who weren't online at the time, and because I was hoping that you would choose to voluntarily take a break from modding either because of that feedback or because of other reasons (such as posts in the Festivus thread). None of us expected that you would put up a new signup thread immediately after this game concluded. I expected that you would forward me the responses from your survey as you had promised and the issue could be taken from there.

You're right, I should have waited til after the survey. I'm sorry, soah. I made assumptions that I shouldn't have.

It was not stated in the signup thread that lynch results would be posted by video, so what you are arguing is moot. From reading the posts in the signup thread, it seemed clear to me that starrazz was agreeing to mod this game according to the typical vanilla game standards with none of his own personal quirks. Mods are allowed a lot of leeway in how they run their games, but that's with the expectation that players understand upfront what they are signing up for, and that the mods will make a fair effort at accommodating the players and running things fairly, etc. Posting results only by video would legitimately cause a burden to some players. At the time that this happened, well named was having problems with his internet connection and I had assumed that the reason he was so annoyed was because he was a villager and was unable to actually load the video (or maybe it was just that none of the other wolves were online to tell him the results).
This is also true, and I was wrong to be insubordinate first and get explanation before obeying. I should have obeyed first then argued it out later and found out how wrong I was. Big fail on my part.
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