sorry for bolding early. im feeling reckless. i had half a xan, with 3 shots of tequilla and wine chaser, and weed. i'm the worst downswing of my career. it's insane the brutal beats im taking day after day. never seen anything like it
yesterday i lost 4k, and i was so happy. it felt like i won 20k cuz -4k was my best result in weeks... and im not even playing bad!