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Originally Posted by JaredL
I'm going to keep grinding for now, but after this downswing I'm thinking poker isn't for me as anything more than a hobby I sometimes feel like playing. While I will study more, I have serious doubts that I'm good enough to rely on playing poker for income at all. Even if I am, I certainly don't have the disposition to handle the variance and even when things are going well I have problems putting in enough time. This makes me feel pretty dumb because it certainly doesn't seem like it should be hard for a reasonably intelligent person to be a winning poker player and make at least a small amount of regular income. Similarly, I feel worthless because I've been so lazy that I've been on this site and playing poker for 5 years now and yet I still haven't put enough time studying and playing to be a clear winner at small stakes.
Don't i recall you saying that you have pulled mid-4 figures from the game each of the last few years? That's a pretty solid achievement, regardless of what other people pull in.
If poker was just about smarts, then we'd all just take an IQ test and cut a cheque to whoever won (durron? Nich?), there's a bunch of other stuff to do with self control, and psychological reactions to the uncertain.
I can empathise with being smart but not winning as much as you would like (well, the second half, at least...), but personally I have no interest in playing poker to earn a living - way too stressful and swingy, but if I can earn enough to be able to give my life a few perks here and there, then i'm happy. Obviously, I'd like to win more than i do right now, but Durrr thinks that too, right?