Ive got The Snows of Kilimanjaro on right now, I like to dvr old movies with attractive couplings. Gregory peck and Ava Gardner? Yes please! Susan Hayward, ehh, fine..

I just watched Hanna again

I love that movie

I hate my life...I been to war as a gunner running convoys in iraq for 210 days + two other 7 month middle east deployments that is how i currently define my life. I'm out the military for 3 years.no more sgt kruze just reg kruze with family questioning what I am doing next. Nobody understands that i dont care about anything anymore....keep gettin pressured...hey why not go be a janitor? Hey check this out go be maintenence even though I don't know the first thing about how to fix **** . My exp is weapons and tactics and busting down doors but i cant do that anymore...im so burnt out with all that...Wife left me a year ago...lost the job I worked towards cuz meds the va put me on. Nothing matters in my existence now. I have my dog...vehicle...and other petty items. I have no visions for my future besides entering the afterlife...if there even is one. I am just ****ing lost. Alone and frustrated. WhatevZ.

i'm sorry to hear about your situation kruze

I'm mostly worried about what to do when breaking bad is over. At least I can make lolz out of my situation in my head...I know others are in a similar boat and many have it worse...but ffs....finding my next step up is rough as a mfker. If I ever find it....

yeah it seems to be a big problem with a lot of ex military

there needa be a solution...that's what I want to find...thx for the replys I don't even care if people want to troll me...just kinda helps talkin bout it

sure thing. i doubt people will troll you. they'll probably just give you terrible advice

KruZe,

You should become a professional villager

Yeah that's why I love the internetz I expect the trollz and bad advice which is great comedy but sometimes a gem appears.

well it's bedtime. sweet dreams young prince

I'm only good at making the txt green. Other than that I've heard I'm rly badlol. I've imagined creating some type of pay to werewoof where u can win monies n stuff but there are so many leaks in that theory.

Gnite

no one can tell you what matters

no one can tell you what life is about

no one can tell you who you should or shouldn't be or what you should or shouldn't do with your life

there are no answers

life is empty and meaningless

this might seem sort of depressing at first but it can be empowering if you realize what that means

it means you get to decide what matters

you get to decide what life is about

you get to decide who you are and who you want to be

Fiiiiiiine, for kruze only



, feel better soon

I like your expression in that pic

Is your name kruze?!

(thanks )

It's funny how we all smugly danced around and turned cartwheels trying to fix Anarchist with advice for so long, when it turned out all he needed was to turn 21 and play live poker.

There's probably a lesson there.

Annies recent event is rly uplifting...I'm truly happy for him. Can't wait to see his story unfold from here.

Pm'd. My name here is a variation of my last name...nice pic! Bout time

crossnerd is pretty

good luck kruze, you the mannn

i hope you find something u can enjoy doing

U2 up to achtung baby is pretty awesome, thereafter not so much. And the vast majority of their suckness is non musical bono being a dick.

I thought they were drivel, through 59 pages.

Hehe, you forget my favorite author is Hardy. I can read 100 pages describing a pasture. Drivel ain't no thang