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Originally Posted by filthyvermin
a couple weeks ago my little brother(43) was diagnosed with cancer. BUT he didn't seem too upset about it. whatever. so we gotta wait a while so they can do a bunch of tests, and we can find out more about it. he's in san francisco with the rest of our family. im in LA, basically alone.
so a couple weeks go by, and we still don't have good info. then my sister texts me she has news. do i want her to email it to me, or talk on the phone with her in a couple days, on saturday. wtf... that sounds bad. so i'm freaking out. i try to stay calm, and i say talk on the phone on saturday.
i call her on saturday and she doesn't answer. she texts me that she forgot she had plans saturday. talk sunday. so we talk sunday and she tells me he has stage 4 cancer. wow. just wow. im devistated. and i'm alone.
i decide to go to the casino to try and think about something else. terrible choice. i can't think straight. but my favorite waitress yessica is really nice to me and joking with me. she really cheers me up. but i realize i have to leave. this is ridiculous. i cant play right.
as i'm leaving my chip runner friend katari asks me "are you ok?" i'm not sure how to answer. i decide to just tell her the truth and say no. but i can't say it. i try to say it and there is a huge lump in my throat, and i can't speak. then i just start to cry. right there in the middle of the casino. katari is looking at me, and tears are running down my cheeks, and i can't say anything. and she just hugs me. and i'm trying not to break down and sob. and she is saying nice things to me, and i'm just nodding my head and wiping away tears. all right in the middle of the casino! people all around us, floormen, degenerates, cocktail waitresses. and i'm holding a tray of chips and trying not to spill them while i wipe away my tears
Filthy, sorry man.....I understand completely how you feel.
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Originally Posted by Duckburg
This.
My mom just started breast cancer treatment, which came like a shock to us all.
Obv it's hard being alone with it filthy, but there's always someone you can reach out to. In this case katari was there.
GL Duck.
So I am having a tough morning, one of my best friends passed away last night from a rare form of blood cancer, so many damn treatments that didn't work. F cancer.
I wasn't going to post this in the Pub this year, as I haven't been participating much but now it feels like my mission to help in any way I can so here goes:
I am once again doing the Jimmy Fund Walk, run by the Dana Farber Cancer Institute (where my friend got treatment, enrolled in a clinical trial, etc). All of the money raised goes to either research or patient care.
Link to my fundraising page:
http://jimmyfundwalk.org/goto/jdweldon
Any donation you can give would be appreciated. His death has hit me like a freight train.
Mods, you can delete if you feel I crossed any line, but it has stayed in the past. POG has also been a great group of donators, even though I can't typically match up the donations to the usernames.