Anyhow Herbie, it’s haunting me that I am doing a very poor job at explaining this and I don’t want muddle things and do a disservice to marginalized groups, especially since I move through the world with relative ease and don’t out my gender identity often (or feel the need to). It isn’t “not liking the stereotypes” it’s just that those are easy moments to describe the internal question of “what makes me a girl? I don’t feel I’m a girl”. Stereotypes are just tools for signaling gender, and growing up were often points of contention for me when the signals I wanted to send were restricted by the body I was in or the perceptions other people had of that body.
Going to bed early isn’t a stereotype that I am aware of, but it wasn’t the going to bed early that I objected to, it was the “you’re a girl go with the others like you” when I felt like “what makes me a girl? I’m not this thing people keep telling me I am” and the constant reminders of that disconnect through stereotyping. It was bending my appearance and feeling comfortable with people mistaking me as a boy sometimes and enjoying being seen as a girl other times. Here are some definitions to help us all understand:
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NON BINARY Someone who does not identify as a man or a woman, or solely as one of those two genders. It’s often used as an umbrella term for identities that fall outside the male/female gender binary. Being non-binary means different things to different people, so this definition is purposely broad.
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GENDERQUEER Someone may identify as genderqueer if their gender identity is neither male nor female, is between or beyond genders, or is some combination of genders. This identity is often related to or in reaction to the social construction of gender, gender stereotypes and the gender binary system .
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GENDER FLUID Gender fluid may refer to a gender which varies over time. Someone who identifies as gender fluid may fluctuate between genders or express multiple genders at the same time. Their gender may also vary at random or vary in response to different circumstances.
These are taken from a website used to help teens understand these concepts; while I enjoy academic papers and whatnot on the topic I often find that resources for teaching children are often the most clear. As with most things, it really isn’t much more complex than the way you would explain it to a child, adults have a funny way of making things more complicated than is necessary:
Gender Identity Teen Talk
Hopefully my codes all come out correct. On that site there is also a definition for Cis you may be interested in since that is how you identify. Given your upbringing, the definition of gender expression may also be of interest. I’m going to stop posting about this because all my posts turn out longer than I intend and that usually means I’m just rambling without saying much :/ Thanks Politics thread for allowing it.
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