It reminds me of a T-Rex ripping out the heart of a Stegosaurus. A nice contrast to my ballet.

I will love you tonight

When you say you shot the video do you mean the YouTube video? I was trying to say a story that kind of happened but I guess it’s not that interesting to explain better. I do not know anything about construction. I will post a few pictures for the sake of clarifying what I was trying to say on Monday. Monday is my only day off because I have to do actual work for now. Which I hate. I do however like watching other guys working. Also I’m leaving this thread until then because I am dissatisfied with the lack of discussion about alpha baiters.

Beta baiting is where it's at.

Alpha baiters rule, Bryce! What specifically is behind that? Let's share lists.

A good bottom will bait an alpha any day

That's alphabet's ABC.

Alpha, bottom, circus.

The last word, you understand what I mean R*R

Come to the Alpha Bottom Circus!

...is that down Alpha Bait street?

It's straight down Alpha Beta Gamma Dr.

Im at work. I don’t have a computer at my job and have never worked in an office before. But I do have a phone and had to pee.I don’t actually have any desire to talk about beta, or alpha , or circus and thought like rr that made this thread really bad. But having said that,

This post is delicious.

I do what I can

Right around the corner from where the sun comes up over
Santa Monica Boulevard.

Nomega way

It's pi time we took this thread seriously.

RR,

One thing that I think gets lost in translation in regards to my posting is that I am very sensitive. Which is one thing I think some people on this site could consider about sensitive people, I'll give you an example. One person implied to me in oot that I did not understand something in a post and I was very upset by that because I'm a very literate person. I think when i got upset about it later that person was unaware that I knew he was making fun of me, even though he was wrong. I never considered explaining to him that I did understand it because the callousness with which he insulted me made me not want to. And so I often get very upset by little things that I do not feel I can talk about or that I think it would be ill-advised to talk about because in general people have been way too mean on this site. So thank you for being if not friendly at least civil.

The story that I was trying to tell meant a lot to me but wouldn't mean anything to others. I had paid rent and my other bills at my new place.Which is in a nice neighborhood Near where I grew up for the most part.I didn't have money left over. So I tried to buy some cheap food with my last dollar but the grocery store closest to my place did not have super cheap food so I walked to a different grocery store. I feel really bad because most of the people around here have a lot of money so I'm the poorest person here so I cant afford to just chill at the nice bar downstairs or buy stuff from all the boutiques near me. The feeling kind of reminds me of in 2016 when I lost my bankroll and was walking around Venetian shops looking at stuff I could no longer afford.

The good news is I have a nice place and a business.Which is amazing because I was in pretty bad shape a year ago. It's a nice change of pace to be on an upward spiral. and then my dad helped me fix my car so I think he was proud of me for not asking for money or anything for 2 years now.

Also I took some pictures
I wanted to upload on imgur to here but they immediately started getting downvoted. I dont know who would see them or why. They had 80 views in ~10 mins.

edit:I wanted to post those pictures

To add to my first paragraph, if you post something as mangled as many of my posts are its reasonable for someone to suspect I'm not genuinely that sensitive but I am more of a shallow and parochial person, BUT the reason those posts sound that way in the first place is because I felt threatened by others posts.

And that's another thing is that I was glad you said sorry about me not having food but I was sad about the situation much more before and I couldn't really communicate how bad it had gotten. So instead I wish someone had been there to say sorry when I REALLY was in trouble but no one was there. Not in a real sense anyway. I'm in a pretty good situation but
Now it all just feels so pointless, It feels like it would've been better if i did kill myself two years ago and made my statement and died young but now my whole life is like some extended credits in a film that should be over. And so that made me sad, not because you said sorry to me but because it was over something so trivial in comparision to the things I wish someone had been there for.

SMB,

do you like baked broccoli? Also, next time post the image as private. You can still link to the image at your leisure, but it won't be viewable unless yo do.

Why are you helping me? Why are you the only one who cares? Do I know you? Either way thank you so much.

It’s ok I know how the internet works well enough to use an advanced technique where I delete that account.

You're welcome.

Sincerely,

guy who likes to help

I know some cool people in nyc. You are invited to a get together there anytime for sure. Maybe more. TY