one feelgood thread to rule them all.

This is going to appear on the news after davino goes postal.

Damn, dude...You're still a good-looking guy, look/express youself like a nice person (derived from very little info, I know, but still).

Environment is everything; looking at all of this **** from here, it really seems to me you should completely get away from this current environment and start anew.
At this point, it's probably going to take a significant change of location.

Get your **** together. Go to the gym, get in shape, that'll give you the energy needed to do the rest, raise your self-esteem/confidence, etc...
Learn new skills, cut contact with all the losers in your life.

You probably think otherwise most of the time, but it's not too late for you. Remember that when your brain chemistry is down (and even if you're over your lowest point, it most likely still is), it's very hard to conceive of positive things and to even seriously consider that things could and will get better.

Remember, it's all about environment. The world is huge, you can go wherever you want and do probably a whole bunch of stuff you haven't even considered.

Think about it this way. How likely is it that you're doing the absolute best you can for your overall well-being and happiness?

GL

^Is this that "50 shades of grey" you here so much about?

Amazing thread.

Best to you OP in your travels and life.

I've always wondered what life would be like if I hadn't stopped taking acid

I have no idea if I should stop this or not

LOL no

That's a lot of beef you're herding!

I don't envy you in the least OP, but I wish you the best of luck.

WTF is this?!?

Your kindness is most sincere and I appreciate your well conceived post.

Thank you! I have only my Mom who lives with me now, I fully hope to start over. It looks as though I am not being allowed to do that, because the organization(s) that are hounding me to a). commit a crime b). flee c). kill myself, don't want me to be able to find peace and start over. I, in the past, helped many people and was used and treated as a sucker a lot. I just need to finish my court things and be tossed in jail or whatever happens at least I hope this hardcore aggression will stop.

Most appreciated, thank you.

Targeted Individuals - The Fbi Harassment Nightmare.
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What if the FBI had a secret harassment program that almost guarantees any unwilling participant would either commit an act of violence, be diagnosed with a mental illness or commit suicide... What if?... Well, unfortunately there is such a program being implemented by the FBI against an untold number of American civilians every day in our country. The unwilling participants in this extreme harassment campaign have been given the title of "Targeted Individuals".

Through an unrelenting psychological warfare & harassment campaign - and for some - an unrelenting physical torture campaign using directed overexposure to deadly electromagnetic radiation, a targeted individual is kept in a constant state of agitation, confusion, anxiety and physical pain (dis-ease).

Does this sound like science-fiction? Paranoia? Impossible for anything like this to occur at the hands of the FBI? Maybe you should research COINTELPRO and become educated in the types of secret operations the FBI has been involved in for decades. This extraordinary harassment campaign has been given the name "extra-judicial punishment". In the post 9/11 era, a military court has been established behind closed doors in which ONLY federal law enforcement agents can present "evidence". From this one-sided and obviously biased presentation any American citizen can be declared a "terrorist" (wait until you research what can constitute this title) or be placed into the "targeted individual" program where they are tormented daily through various psychological warfare tactics and in some cases, such as my own, tortured and posioned daily through constant directed overexposure to potentially deadly electromagnetic radiation. All without the ability to defend themselves or any form of due process. What about our Constitution? Better keep that word quiet and use it sparingly, or you may just find yourself on that "T" list...

Whether this type of extermination program existed before the attacks of 9/11 or has been recently expanded & abused by the FBI since that point is unknown. This type of extreme harassment program essentially allows those few holding positions of power in our military, intelligence and federal law enforcement communities to target literally ANYONE for whom they hold a grudge. There are no criminal charges filed, no due process, instead behind closed doors a decision is made that a particular person deserves to be psychologically and physically tortured, removed from society by ANY means necessary. This type of operation would make the CIA's MKULTRA and FBI's COINTELPRO operations bow their heads in shame. It appears however to be a culmination of them both!

Through unrelenting (and truly unimaginable) invasion of privacy and being subjected to constant abuse by psychological warfare, a targeted individual is slowly (and in some cases unbelievably quickly) broken down - literally. Constantly surrounded by angry participants under the premise that "no one can survive in a constantly negative environment" a targeted individual is systematically poisoned both emotionally and physically. Fear and intimidation are often used by the FBI to further aid in the psychological destruction of a targeted individual. If constantly being engulfed in this environment of "negative energy" is not enough to destroy a target, a new form of torture is quickly introduced which is an obvious violation of human rights. Directed, daily overexposure from invisible, and potentially deadly, electromagnetic radiation whose initial symptoms can closely resemble those of high anxiety and stress. Whether the years of directed overexposure to these continuous and elevated levels of electromagnetic radiation will result in future disease or health issues is unknown. But most professionals in this area agree that the health effects will be negative including premature aging, memory and mental degeneration and cancer. The goal of this type of FBI operation is to have the targeted individual feel so helpless and frustrated they lash out in a physical act of aggression in order to incarcerate, complain irrationally about the seemingly fantastical details of the ongoing abuse which are designed to get them institutionalized or give up their will to live and commit suicide. Removal from society by any means necessary! The FBI is now heavily engaged in the next generation of COINTELPRO - Domestic terrorism.

Does the FBI have access to Directed Energy Weapons (D.E.W.)? Can these weapons be abused beyond their intended purpose? If a targeted individual is eventually provoked into an act of aggression or violence - is this the definition of entrapment? If a targeted individual commits suicide from the ongoing abuse being perpetrated against them by the FBI, who is held accountable? If a targeted individual's young, developing child (or even themself) is diagnosed with cancer or some other life threatening illness, is it really just a natural cause? If a targeted individual one day drops dead from a heart attack or stroke while in their 30's or even 40's, is this really just another example of a natural cause of death? Or are targeted individuals all across our country being slowly tortured and murdered with FBI approval...

If you would like to read more about the tactics deployed by the FBI against targeted individuals, please visit me online at TorturedinAmerica.org