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Originally Posted by Land Of The Free?
Damn, dude...You're still a good-looking guy, look/express youself like a nice person (derived from very little info, I know, but still).
Environment is everything; looking at all of this **** from here, it really seems to me you should completely get away from this current environment and start anew.
At this point, it's probably going to take a significant change of location.
Get your **** together. Go to the gym, get in shape, that'll give you the energy needed to do the rest, raise your self-esteem/confidence, etc...
Learn new skills, cut contact with all the losers in your life.
You probably think otherwise most of the time, but it's not too late for you. Remember that when your brain chemistry is down (and even if you're over your lowest point, it most likely still is), it's very hard to conceive of positive things and to even seriously consider that things could and will get better.
Remember, it's all about environment. The world is huge, you can go wherever you want and do probably a whole bunch of stuff you haven't even considered.
Think about it this way. How likely is it that you're doing the absolute best you can for your overall well-being and happiness?
GL
Your kindness is most sincere and I appreciate your well conceived post.
Thank you! I have only my Mom who lives with me now, I fully hope to start over. It looks as though I am not being allowed to do that, because the organization(s) that are hounding me to a). commit a crime b). flee c). kill myself, don't want me to be able to find peace and start over. I, in the past, helped many people and was used and treated as a sucker a lot. I just need to finish my court things and be tossed in jail or whatever happens at least I hope this hardcore aggression will stop.