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09-20-2020 , 06:33 AM
Hi Guys,

I've recently decided to try and build a bankroll by grinding Hyper STT. I feel like I've got an edge on most players in these games, every table usually has 1 or 2 gamblers just punting off with any two cards for fun and I feel like I've got a good grasp on ICM, Hand Ranges, BB, Shove/Fold spots etc.

I'm just struggling to handle the downswings/negative variance. I understand that it's a part of the game but I'm getting completely ****ed recently after what seems like a good few weeks of hard work, just today i had a 23 BI downswing in 24 games. I lost 8 flips in a row, and feel like I only fade 3 outers 50% of the time. Its really ****ing with my confidence and attitude. I sometimes just sit there after being ****ed over and over again and wonder why I even bother with this game.

heres my progress so far.



Hoping anyone who plays these cancerous tournaments has any advice, or if anyone has other methods of building a bank roll on stars (other game suggestions) because these are really doing my head in big time

Not sure why I'm even posting this just need to vent after today

Last edited by Sheep86; 09-20-2020 at 10:09 AM. Reason: image
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09-20-2020 , 04:00 PM
Welcome to poker. It doesn't get easier.
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09-20-2020 , 07:10 PM
Thanks Morph
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09-20-2020 , 07:24 PM
Morph confirmed to blame
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09-20-2020 , 07:48 PM
I made it so, OP. You're welcome!
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09-20-2020 , 08:02 PM
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09-21-2020 , 01:05 AM
Don't worry OP you can make up your losses working about 3.5 hours at McDonalds.
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09-21-2020 , 07:41 AM
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Originally Posted by Morphismus
Lol. I mean I wasn't expecting any serious answers so I'll take it
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09-21-2020 , 09:14 AM
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Originally Posted by Colin_Piddle
Don't worry OP you can make up your losses working about 3.5 hours at McDonalds.
or another week of grinding micro stakes
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09-21-2020 , 04:20 PM
Grind those micro stakes into hamburger!!!
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09-22-2020 , 05:34 PM
you won enough to feed yourself, thats a win in my book op
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09-23-2020 , 07:33 AM
assuming you paid your taxes first.
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09-23-2020 , 01:03 PM
No taxes below a certain income level, duh. Cheeseburger stakes.
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09-23-2020 , 04:08 PM
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Originally Posted by AlwaysFolding
No taxes below a certain income level, duh. Cheeseburger stakes.
Trump's lower class tax breaks!
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09-23-2020 , 05:37 PM
How dare Trump break their taxes
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09-25-2020 , 03:06 PM
butter emails!
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09-30-2020 , 04:10 PM
I'm voting for biden because I enjoy paying the most taxes I possibly can. Thanks Joe/Horus!
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09-30-2020 , 05:44 PM
medal of honor worthy
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