So, I decided to quit my **** job (I was making minimum wage waking up at 4AM anyway so not a big loss) for playing poker full time instead, after winning 1800€ on december and 3800€ on january rb included I finally decided to do it
Today is the last day of the month and here is my graph:
Almost -5bb/100 here and I did 1,60bb/100 last month on 130k hands. I don't know if I was running good last month, running bad this month, or both. But I'm really questionning my level right know and doubting about myself. Losing 300€ this month with rb
I have difficulties learning things in general and poker isn't an exception, I never really studied the game and I made my way up to NL50 just by playing and sometimes watching videos
But now that I try to study my game a little bit more I realize that I don't know where to start, I don't know what to do, I don't know how to do etc
I bought GTO wizard but don't really know how to use it effectively
I try to watch more theoretical videos but remember nothing about it/can't apply it in real game
I try to review my sessions/hands but come back with nothing more
Etc
So I'm kind of stuck here in not the greatest moment, I don't know what can I do so I'm searching for help