Timeline last 2 or 3? weeks:
1.) deposit 1k 6 times over 1 week, lose.
2) deposit another 1k. Down to last $560, go to 5/10 nl hu and win $5000 from 1 player.
3) play some plo and come upon this hand (lost hand history because I deleted software just now)
A
k
j
5
(me)
Board Q
J
x x T
I scoop $20,000 pot, yes.
Next I play 100/200 and 200/400 lhe. Yes up to $70,000.
Then I have bad run at lhe hu vs the biggest idiots/hit n runners, down to $50k.
Then a terrible run at nlhe and plo down to $20k.
Check this hand: Ah Kh board
KK xx A, I lose to AA!
Finally now, as I am typing, I forget what has been going on the last 3-4 days. So many beats and hands. Down to my last $4,000.
Yep, I went from down a lot to reaching almost 6 figures. now I am just devastated. Down to almost nothing.
And i have messed up a lot of things such as schedule, relationships, family, etc.
Just devastated and embarassed at the moment. need some comfort and support. No where else to turn to. back in the gutter